Are these pages even good? I can never fuckin tell

I don't like how I don't like being home

I don't want to be lonely anymore

Great color choices! Creativity is healing

Deer God has blessed this land

Seu Jorge - The Life Aquatic ( David Bowie Tribute) YouTube video by Seu Jorge

I've watched this whole thing at least a dozen times already. It makes me want to go back Out There. But I did learn from my last voyage (on which we listened to the Life Aquatic ost and a lot of Sigur Ros) that I prefer rivers and bays to open ocean.

Beautiful pain.

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I still remember tge little holographic stickers that they put on the badge. I never got more than two or three because I've always had a hard time with any kind of assignment

I wanna be patted

"Don't you you tjink you should..."
"Maybe you ought to..."

Dude, it's as much as I can do to get out of bed and go to work. I really don't have the emotional fortitude to deal with life right now.

Half finished comic page bespeckled with ink.

I guess it's obvious in hindsight, but you shouldn't refill you ink pens over your work.

I guess I didn't realize showing up at the art meet every single week without fail, even when no one else was going for all those months, was such a noteworthy deal until the librarian mentioned it. I just do the best I can.

I don't know any of these characters, but it does look cute!

Something I've learned from caretaking is that even when it's only up to you, you are still allowed to do fun things for just yourself.

Megaman 64 title screen

Sometimes it takes digging out the N64 to go on a nostalgia trip to make you clean up a corner of your lair that you have lacked the emotional and mental strength to clean for the last *counts medicine bottles* year and a half.

A plush bunny bathed in orange light from a string of little neons

Neon bun

I didn't have a reliable internet connection at the time, I wasn't active in any communities, but I was a strange kid who watched all the classic sci fi movies from the 40s-70s. Maybe it's still my personality.

But I don't like green eggs and ham

I just like how I drew Zora here.

Nice greennnnsss

Can't we just tell everyone to stop for a minute? D:

Little mini calzones

Holy shit

Hospitals are decidedly unfun. Come over for a calzone instead

Les Mondes Engloutis [RETRO VISION by Soul Machine] YouTube video by Soul Machine

I have no idea what this is, but I think I love it youtu.be/jj2qraqJMgI?...

The Cognitive Trade-Off Hypothesis YouTube video by Viagra Boys - Topic

I love rediscovering these old gems!

For new stuff, I've been listening to a lot of Viagra Boys lately. They are one of those groups that are smarter than they look, and their style has a cathartic dark nihilism that's a fitting soundtrack to these weird days. youtu.be/mP2eZdcdQxA?...

みっちりねこマーチ - MitchiriNeko March - Cute cat characters in a marching band! YouTube video by Mitchiri MitchiriNeko (みっちりねこ)

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At work, a lot of games play Enter the Gladiators and other dinky ass clown music. It adds just that little twist of madness to situations.

I don't want to be lonely anymore. I don't know what else I can do about it except complain.

The loneliness gets debilitating and I want to ask for help, but I don't know how, or I'm too embarrassed. Besides, everyone else is GOING THROUGH IT lately and I feel guilty adding to the misery. Not that I think anyone knows someone to introduce me to anyway.

In the meantime, I bought an N64 game