gonna see how I feel about this art stream later. it'll be a chill one for sure but I gotta do some medical stuff first and that's gonna suck and I'm already wiped from a GP appointment and some street harassment so it might be a little later than 4 just so I can nap substantially first lmao
hey my friend is modelling for some life drawing in a week or so!!
gonna do another art stream tomorrow but this time I have the equipment to actually use my nice camcorder for it so it should hopefully look a lot better this time lmao
selfie of a bigger trans woman with purple hair and no makeup sat on a purple jacket in the park on a grey day. she's wearing a black top that gives her *really* good cleavage like godDAMN my boobs look good in this. oh also she's white and has purple hair that kinda needs a brush but is also kinda unkempt in a hot way. and honestly my skin looks pretty soft too.
got a new top at the charity shop and I like how it looks on me. have a rare Mae no makeup selfie
we've got that late 90s racism. dorley hall would not save Austin powers. "trans women experience male privilege" oh yeah then why did the "that's no bird it's a man baby" scene give me flashbacks. this movie enabled so much 2010s teenager evil
today I watched two movies. one was extremely good. I also watched Austin powers. that, however, felt like self harm. what a horrible and malicious film
where was austin powers during 9/11
this international women's day try watching puella magi madoka magica, all the way up to rebellion. it rules so much and it's really also about girlhood and womanhood like quite a lot
homura gifted sayaka a life with sakura, after textually saying that missing sakura was sayaka's one true regret. sayaka gets upset because "it's not right" but homura is fighting against conceptualisations of what is natural and right, IN ORDER FOR WOMEN TO LOVE WOMEN. what a goddamn movie
"but isn't it selfish to reinstate madoka's personhood against the wishes of her godhood" if this was pure selfishness she would have made it so mortal madoka's memories were of loving her, but no. she gives her a clean slate, makes sure she won't ascend and ascertains where they stand ideologically
if she has to be the devil to question the inherent necessity of feminine self sacrifice imposed on women then the devil she will become. choosing to fight for the happiness of madoka and the other magical girls out of sheer love for madoka. it's yuri, folks, and it's peak
I am crying my eyes out. what a heart wrenching love story. she dared to subvert madoka's sacrifice for the status quo for the power to wish for something a little better. and she's damn right that it's bullshit madoka had to sacrifice her happiness for everyone else.
this international womens day id like to thank other women for being. thank you women
and yet on rewatch it's almost comforting to see these characters enjoying being together again in a mundane setting, even knowing what's going on. it's got such potent melancholy. but the unease sets in so quick with the warping landscape and teacher prophecising doom. im so uncomfortable, it rules
I love so much how uneasy this movie makes you, especially on a first time watch. without the context of the series everything would be so pleasant but you KNOW something's wrong. movie you have to trust will tell you what's going on eventually so shush. enjoy feeling scared and confused. idiot
picture of a screen showing madoka magica rebellion, with a big colourful craft work banner with text saying "welcome to cinema"
yknow I REALLY have to respect that one of the very first shots in madoka magica rebellion is a banner that says in big text "WELCOME TO CINEMA" because like they're not even slightly wrong this is fucking kino
"hey can I get a hit off that?"
"mmyeeess?"
can someone genuinely please teach a class for autistic people how to move through a crowd because I just had to bail on my friend in a shop cus people just kept coming and I just had no idea where to go while also knowing I couldn't stand still and it's a potion of instant panic attack every day
man I feel broken today idk whats wrong with me
as in yes you can show it to them it's not too long, I lost track of the phrasing of the question in typing my answer sorry lmao
I'd say yes but maybe give em an intermission halfway through because they won't have the mobile viewer's toilet advantage
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my thoughts grow intrusive though therapy remains elusive
I just found a really good spot for a trainspotting picnic date. I really need to get mentally better so I can be well enough to go on a cute lesbian trainspotting picnic date with someone
it is very rude to pick at the premise of a lady's joke. even if it came from a particularly improbable leap in logic
wow man I feel genuinely rubbish. yesterday's phone call sucked BAD and I'm STILL like 3 steps behind actually getting any treatment. I bared my scars for yet another referral. I feel like a fuckin pinball but for every bounce I have to tell a stranger about every time I've tried to commit suicide
I was the transsexuality consultant for a video about Shrek 2 by one of the guys that makes asdfmovie. it was just a small contribution but honestly im pretty proud of it
I hate phone calls so much I am the most mentally tired I have felt in weeks
this guy was really funny about me being trans too, "now you say you're a trans, err, woman, now do you mind if I ask? and I don't mean to be disrespectful, but uh, can I ask? what does uhm, what does that, mean, exactly? cus I don't know very many uhh, trans,uh,gender people, but I'm just curious,"
I NEED to get rid of this PTSD *SO* bad but accessing services in this country is "oh sorry no you were on the wait list for the chemical imbalance anxiety and depression service, you have to go through us to get a referral for more specific madnesses. you gotta wait a month for a text message now"
