until the next challenge, because life has never been about being in pain and then it being over
but can this be one of the last most painful and scary ones, please? i'm burning out. but maybe a stronger me will simply take over and this psychosis will stabilise and not cause my whole to crumble
one feeling so much might be tempted to let others call them an old soul, but perhaps it's because i'm on the newer side that i need to turn to the unseen so much, to fight with the unsaid, i have no idea how i'll come out of this, but at least, i know there will still be a me once this too passes
old pains collide with carefully crafter cores, the feeding of the truest sights possible, of the self and others, of the risks and the lesser losses, my stomach is growing new thorns that i pacify with meds, i have more now than i had then, it can work, i will work, just not without scratches
even though if would prove me right, even though it would bring understanding to the positions i took, this healing and reaching back out coming from new cracks. that me from two years ago went to sleep and now that the cycle made its round, it's waking up and making old fears collide with love
so there was a me two years ago that knew that some things would turn out for the worst despite unbelieved warnings, and that that happening + time passing would work on healing other things, there was a me two years ago that knew a cycle would repeat and hoped uselessly for it not to happen
je retourne en stupid ass anglais pour essayer de me foutre une(1) licence dans le fion
this is just so powerful and breathtaking in a way that hurts good, pulled that one right outa ur guts
"Do not forget it, i can remove you from this transaction" goes so hard
my cat is done almost dying but now bro is licking himself too much, losing patches of hair and shit, bro please, please...
SHE could FIX ME.
when can i fucking get myself to continue this stupid ass shit story ππππππ
Wife and noodles
#svsss #ζΌ ε° #moshang
oh my LORD this is MAJESTIC kuro !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg
"Pain won't kill you"
I know
i love that it's fucking canon
Xiang Fei (Shang Qinghuaβs original modern day body) is screaming and crying comically because Mobei Junβs arm has reached out of his computer screen Sadako-style to grip him by the throat.
Mobei Jun found him.
#svsss #moshang
All zine proceeds will be donated to The National Immigrant Justice Center.
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All zine proceeds will be donated to The National Immigrant Justice Center.
A charity that focuses on advocacy and legal services to keep families together, free people from immigrant detention, and prevent unjust deportation laws.
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recolored and hastily edited windows 11 background. it says windows 13 and it's green
Windows 13 rumored to "suck your dick clean off", per sources close to Microsoft.
[WIP] 3/4 of the way done π«‘ Except I have only one idea left so no idea what i'll be doing for the two last panels eh
#TGCF #Hualian
Black and white artpiece that shows a shirtless man on the bed, his back is full of bruises and marks
Feng Xin had an interesting night with someone~
#fengxin #tgcf #digitalart
Thank you green darling <3 you are your sister are so sweet, always spreading goodness, you have all my support forever too
Thank you, I try to, I just was given too much luck in this life not to try and give it back every time I can
it hurts to care and to be pushed away, but holding onto my intentions so that no one can twist them is a deal that carries me upward
thank you so much ToT I vented here and forgot about it, now I come back to people being adorable, thank you so much, i feel close to understanding an inch of filial piety, it's just impossible for me to give up on her, but I want to make the balance of not giving up my whole self on it
merci mon blepsou, peut-Γͺtre qu'on en arrive pas lΓ , mais y a peu de chance, j'reste positive et je vais juste donner mon max pour elle tout en continuant de faire ma vie et mes envies (je me rΓ©inscris Γ l'universitΓ© cette annΓ©e amitabha)
it may eat at me, but i'll never not do it, perhaps the least that can hopefully happen is piecing her soul back together a little bit for her next life, where i'm not sure we'll meet again, but i'll still try to toe on the line of hurting and healing, see what end we can reach
in my craziest hours i feel like it's my purpose, and i never felt like i had any, if not helping people in general, in my craziest hours, i feel like i'm her guardian angel
my mom is losing her mind early, it is very possible that i end up living with her until the end, i was ready to do that with my father but he left too soon, perhaps he made me come back near her to have me accompany her and do my best to get her help
the redbul crave that used to define me is 98% gone since i started adhd med, bro was just out there trying to function so hard, but really from one day to another, i stopped fundamently craving it, insane
It could happen
Mornin
