hanao 🍓🦌

Zoomed in image of deer boy Hanao (Senmaku ver.) with a surprised face with the Fields of Mistria start screen in the background.

🍓🦌 【STREAMING — mistria!! into peak & multiplayer night】

current hyperfixation then into scheduled games ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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does not* whoops, clarification: other peoples gender id… and peoples thoughts on it,, moot and unimportant. policing identities is a waste of time.

just a small facet of your expression. to say “he/him” usage means you must comply with gender roles, maleness, masculinity, it’s so simple, lazy and boring. It’s so much more than that. sorry for the rant I have a lot of thoughts on this idea of policing others gender/expression.

thats for other peoples convenience and it’s but one facet of my lived experience, of my ‘gendered’ experience. strangers do not get to know my gender, they don’t get to perceive it. my gender is something I trust people with and it’s not for just anyone. pronouns are to be respected and they are

to tell you that, genuinely, and with all the kindness in my heart. there is no correct way to be trans, there’s no rules no criteria. you simply are. they can cope and seethe and cry and it won’t change what’s inside of you. I traverse most of my life as what people see me as, an asian woman.

to when people were in a huff about he/him lesbians and autistic neo genders and pronouns. and it just rly does matter. my gender is not something for other people. they can never touch it or perceive it in its entirety. I don’t know u, a friend sent me this post bc of its relevancy to me and I want

I’ve been in a similar position though the people criticizing me were less overt in the “just be a woman” message but it was conveyed all the same. that my embracing of femininity in their eyes, was mocking it, was perverting their idea of trans identities, hurting the community etc similar nonsense

masculinity & feminity in other cultures is unique to each. my dysphoria is social based. on how people perceive my gender based on my body and appearance. what gender it is to /them/, I will not pander to cis people or trans people who dismiss indigenous identities, non-binary & anything not binary

transmedicalism is shitty and based on the western gender binary which is bs & also as a person of color, is irrelevant to me and most of my loved ones. It doesn’t account for me and my body, which is genderless, genderfull, masculine, feminine and androgynous. It doesn’t account for the fact that+

Furries pls commission me, I can draw furries I promise just gimme a chance 🥹

Hanao in front of the Pikmin (2001) starting screen, there’s an effect on the screen that mimics a CRT TV. Also a tiny cursor shaped like a strawberry can be seen in the right hand corner, shit.

🍓🦌 【STREAMING — pikmin and mistria later!!!】

pikmin until I cry after one dies ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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chud has such wonderful mouthfeel as an adjective. my fat fucking chud son. my chuuni chud daughter.

Monitor overlay mimics a CRT TV, Hanao is pictured on the right with the JP & ENG captions reading “Show Dove my daughter named after him.” And pictured the daughter profile of mushroom musume, his daughter named Dove, who is an Elegant Rosy Veincap mushroom. Named after dovebleedingheart.

🍓🦌 【STREAM END — mushroom musume & art】thanks for letting me baby trap you all.

thank you @sussybnuuy.goatmilk.gay & @dovebleedingheart.vtube.social & @draggo.bsky.social for the raids

we raided into @sebiiroo.bsky.social
who is rigging in live2dcubism
@ twitch.tv/sebiiroo

a sketch can be anything before “rendering” I guess, some people don’t do line art so it’s just color and lines of color which will look more developed than a line art based sketch! don’t measure yourself against others just do what works.

I don’t understand how folks distrust their governments about everything but covid.

I still wonder if it’s worth it, being good at pretending to be a person even if it makes me miserable. When being bad at pretending to be a person has repercussions that also upset me. I still don’t really know the answer. But I hope I am happier. I am still here after all.

I feel the same way but then I remember how my skin would break out constantly from stress, how much more frequently suicidal I was, I think about how social I was but at the cost of extreme bouts of misery and fatigue.

I can relate, as someone who sometimes sinks into a not-as-verbal state when I’m really into art or a game that I want to share. I mostly stream to friends as a way to document & record my days due to memory loss / brain fog. Sometimes I wish I could do more, be more. Captivating, entertaining, etc.

i had to work an extra hour after i got home im STILL HERE TO STREAM

twitch.tv/cassaafrass

thanks for the transparency post and for opposing AI !! 🦌

eviscerating myself over your old grave to atone for the sin of fucked up timezones, sexy erotic style

GOOT BYE 😭

A black and white sketch of a flowered yellow pikmin smoking a cigarette or blunt with bags under his eyes, looking very despondent. Drawn by me (user @ hanaovt).

idk what he’s smoking
#art

30 min break before we start the finale and then wind down with mistria possibly!

Hanao sitting in front of the Dispatch game screen which shows a superhero (I’m not going to try to spell his name) on a billboard with Hollywood and downtown LA in the background at sunset.

🍓🦌 【STREAMING — dispatch and mistria later!!!】

zora’s horniness for robert has rubbed off on me and im gonna get this white man boypregnant ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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ALL ALLERGIES IS SO WILD

A ref image of Cyanosis’s vtuber model. A 2D pastel menhera catboy in an omeo like powerchair. They have mint hair and fur . wear thigh high socks, belts, and a sweater shirt with an ekg motif

Happy #InternationalDayOfPeopleWithDisabilities or simply disabled ppl day if you’re not a coward!!
Meowdy! My name is Cyanosis your Poltergeist Patient Advocat! I’m a physically disabled vtuber who discusses all things disability while making 3D art or playing games! #Vtuber #IndieVtuber

“AI is clearly sticking around so you have to get used to it” wrong. I don’t have to get used to shit. I am a practiced hater and I can keep this going for decades if I am required to

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Hanao, see other post for detailed character alt text, in a crop sweater outfit in front of his character raider in the Arc Raider’s Speranza (cantina or bar in the background of an industrialized area) lobby screen. His eyes are closed in a smile and his raider is dressed in a ski mask and goggles with what looks like climbing or biking gear.

🍓🦌 【STREAMING — arc raiders and mistria later!!!】

spreading joy and whimsy on topside ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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