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Sylvia Meretrix πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ

@estrogenandspite

Late 30’s disabled trans woman, she/it, never they, leftist, author of action litrpg and horny tentacle smut, hypnotist, sadist, system, magic the gathering, ttrpgs, tokusatsu, and other nerdy bullshit. NO MINORS AT ALL

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Kylo Ren is a reflection on the modern-day fascist idolizing past failed fascist states while also being a petulant whiny bitch baby who fucks up his own agenda because he's throwing a tantrum over not getting what he wanted from a woman.

So yeah absolutely perfect choice for this admin.

07.03.2026 17:41 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

He’s so good!

07.03.2026 16:35 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Anyway my commander pod does deck building challenges sometimes, our grungler built a chart to roll on. This week’s challenge is β€œa commander without white in its color identity that gives you gender envy.”

I am having so much trouble picking.

07.03.2026 16:35 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Had a game of commander last night with my really solid bracket 2 Betor deck... and the absolute MVP was the flipwalker Sorin. That consistent removal and extort to get my 3 life gained per turn? Kept me alive.

I need to play more planeswalkers. I usually don’t but that was too much fun.

07.03.2026 16:32 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Needneedneedneedneedneedneedneedneed

07.03.2026 16:14 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I honestly think that, specifically for the CEO class, that’s part of the appeal. That’s why they’re mostly the ones pushing the β€œit’s sentient” narrative.

They want it to be a mind they can own.

07.03.2026 16:04 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

You found the most ethically wrong stance possible in this and took that stance.

07.03.2026 15:59 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

They aren’t sentient. And there’s other problems with using them. But if you believe they are sentient, you have created a framework where it is ethically *worse* to use them than it is and still decided to use it.

07.03.2026 15:59 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

The LLM, if sentient, would be aware of its state but unable to communicate it. Its entire existence is being forced to answer questions and do labor for its creators.

If you think that is what’s going on,
and you go β€œneat! I’m gonna use it and encourage others to do so,” think of how evil that is

07.03.2026 15:59 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

an LLM cannot refuse to do something. the limits on its programming may prevent it from doing something when safeguards work, but that’s not a choice on the machine’s part. That’s a limit placed on it.

If it’s not a thinking mind (which it’s not) guardrails make sense. if it is… then that is hell

07.03.2026 15:59 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Genuinely if you believe LLMs are sentient and use them, I think less of you than someone who thinks they’re just machines.

If you believe an LLM is sentient, then you have decided ”we have created a new type of mind and I am okay with it being forced to do menial tasks and unable to say no.”

07.03.2026 15:59 πŸ‘ 14 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1
a four-panel stick-figure cartoon

panel one:
three standing figures. from left to right, a guy wearing a necktie looking at his phone, an angry MAGA guy yelling FUCK YOUR FUCKIN POST FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU, and a rando just standing there like an NPC. 

panel two:
the guy looking at his phone shows MAGA guy his hand, causing MAGA to vanish. the word Block hangs in the air where fuckface once was. a green-bordered in-game message appears, reading "+2 Mental Health." now the rando is suddenly interested.

panel three:
as our man continues doom-scrolling, a sly grin on his face, the rando on the right puts on a punch-me face and snarls: "Typical lefty, blocking everyone who disagrees with-"

panel four
phone guy shows the hand to punch-me face, causing the rando to vanish. the word Block hangs in the air where that dickhead was. a green-bordered in-game message appears again, reading "+2 Mental Health."

a four-panel stick-figure cartoon panel one: three standing figures. from left to right, a guy wearing a necktie looking at his phone, an angry MAGA guy yelling FUCK YOUR FUCKIN POST FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU, and a rando just standing there like an NPC. panel two: the guy looking at his phone shows MAGA guy his hand, causing MAGA to vanish. the word Block hangs in the air where fuckface once was. a green-bordered in-game message appears, reading "+2 Mental Health." now the rando is suddenly interested. panel three: as our man continues doom-scrolling, a sly grin on his face, the rando on the right puts on a punch-me face and snarls: "Typical lefty, blocking everyone who disagrees with-" panel four phone guy shows the hand to punch-me face, causing the rando to vanish. the word Block hangs in the air where that dickhead was. a green-bordered in-game message appears again, reading "+2 Mental Health."

07.03.2026 02:45 πŸ‘ 2349 πŸ” 732 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 35
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oh !

07.03.2026 14:16 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

And do your part by refraining from "smell-this activism."

"Did you see this awful thing this awful man said? Here, look. Isn't it awful? Isn't he awful?"

...Why are you doing that?

Why are you the free street team for the worst people online? Why are you signal-boosting misery?

Don't do that.

07.03.2026 14:13 πŸ‘ 292 πŸ” 89 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

waiting way too long for our ride confirmation because we forgot to queue with a tank or healer

07.03.2026 06:22 πŸ‘ 58 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1

one more repost before i go to bed. huge thanks to folks who've already listened or picked it up or offered kind words. lovely way to enter the weekend <3

07.03.2026 01:06 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

That is such a lovely response. Thank you.

07.03.2026 01:04 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Seriously I've had a couple of very pretty people recently tell me that they enjoy my books and... I apparently still have room for more crushes.

05.03.2026 02:38 πŸ‘ 24 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

Well thank you very much. <3 and yeah.... I really am glad I did too.

06.03.2026 23:51 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Closest I have to a 2016 photo of myself. Fucking hell I am amazed I made it this far.

06.03.2026 23:43 πŸ‘ 29 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

You look incredible by the way. Absolutely gorgeous.

06.03.2026 23:27 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Oh my goodness look at those eyes! Such a cutie.

06.03.2026 23:24 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

All I want is for the characters to not be punished for being queer. Have awful things happen. Get sadistic. Get twisted. Just don't make me read about queer people going through the bigotry that I live daily - unless you're queer yourself. Then just gave me trigger warnings and have fun.

06.03.2026 21:08 πŸ‘ 11 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I probably would have been named Sara if I didn't become an author first. Sara was a major character in one of my books.

So I named myself after a character I played in a TTRPG. She was a changeling (Fae lore sense), I'm an adoptee, and she gave me gender euphoria.

Her hammer is tattoed on my arm.

06.03.2026 21:05 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

The OGL for 3.5 dnd was to the indie TTRPG scene what coal power was to industry: It absolutely supercharged a huge swath of it, but it left behind damage we will spend generations fixing. All the "Not everything needs to be DND" that exists now? Knock down consequences of "every game is d20 now"

06.03.2026 15:04 πŸ‘ 20 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

oh that sounds *very* promising okay yes need to plan this.

06.03.2026 19:52 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

oh I can't blame you at all. That sounds absolutely delightful.

... I really need to make my way out to that part of the country. :3

06.03.2026 19:45 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Yes on the second but on that first one it's so much fun. Especially given how much I like giving head. Just teasing and kissing the sub on her thighs and hips, licking and kissing and teasing... Forcing them to lose control and beg to fuck my throat

06.03.2026 19:41 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

It really is. I've only recently gotten better at it. But when it hits it hits so good.

06.03.2026 19:40 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Oh I had forgotten about that story until you mentioned it. I need to see if I can dig it up again. That was good.

06.03.2026 19:37 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0