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Trying to find a single fic that is not alpha/omega whatever in a particular series. Come on now.

True!!!

The correct approach would be to just live my life and let people assume what they want. I think

Same to you!!!

I feel like… when I’m uncomfortable about being put in a box… the next logical conclusion is “you can go in the Nothing Box” and that’s okay but it’s hard to draw from . A Culture. A history. Even if there’s always been people like me. It feels alienating sometimes

Sophia I cannot repost that but I am crying laughing at it

Video games : you want every NPC to aislop fawn at you, right?

My written and planned video game of choice’s approach to dialogue:

❓

Thank you for all your comforting words T_T

This is surely unrelated to my lifelong feeling like I do not fit in anywhere caused by my various ailments

the dialogue in this photo is literally beyond parody

That might just be the demons inside my head but ahhh 💆

I always feel paradoxical in conversations because sometimes I feel like. I don’t really like being stuck in one bucket or another, but I also, want to be able to participate in conversations about relationship dynamics and gender and people and sometimes !!! It feels like people don’t want that

LGBT ppl have always been the only people that I feel actually see me and get me and that. Has been pretty much my main driving factor in knowing that I’m Something (well, I am, of course. Demonstrably)

I <3 coffee so much…. I be shitting myself !!

Why is my brain so stubborn. Relate to anything Please I beg of you

I’m ngl I honestly just AM funnier when sleep deprived. A known truth

You telling me you didn’t know? #mgs #otasune

IM just hoping that I can find that feeling after a lot more therapy instead of doing it backwards

It’s not like I need to be able to plant myself within a narrative except I kinda do bc I feel like. I have trapped myself in a mind prison where I cannot have opinions on anything if I don’t even know who or what I am LOL

YEAH

I hope I have that somewhere bc I think about it so much

I really said /pol/

I’m the kind of person that sees problems and tries to either fix them immediately, or understand them immediately. This is a problem for me. I feel lost and like I have no claim to anything. 🧘 I feel distressed and lacking identity

I can’t figure out if I just cannot fit in a box and that’s what my deal is, or if I don’t want to relinquish my narrative about my life and my experiences bc I’m stubborn 🤓

Like. Even if I don’t know what I am, at least I’m in company with people that like me and see me as a whole person. And I do like both, I have preferences that ebb and flow but

But I’ve also come to realize that seeing myself as strictly a gay woman wasn’t right either. Gay relationships of any kind always felt better bc it shed some of the layers of the performance away

Not necessarily entirely in the “I am not this thing” way but also just, you know, I’m really stubborn and don’t like how narrow concepts of womanhood are within a hetero patriarchy

I know some people discover they don’t like boys through this process but I think I just realized that I struggled seeing myself in any relationship bc I felt like I was lying about who I am in some way

I used to think that the way I felt like an alien when we talked about boys, was because I didn’t like boys, but I really just couldn’t see myself in that “role” and couldn’t see how they would like me if I couldn’t. Imagine how that would even work

But like. More akin to the gay men in our group and honestly. I was often signalling that I wanted to be seen that way for sure but also

I was thinking abt how my group growing up would often refer to me as like. A guy and by a guys name