Actually talked to my therapist about my Vampire fanfic I am writing. She was like "this sounds very interesting" which means I have once again received a good grade in therapy.
I've not seen too many people talking about alternatives, which I think makes things harder. I just learned about Ghost from this thread. As someone who doesn't do journalistic writing maybe I am just not plugged in, also not an excuse to just go look, but yanno. Path of least resistance and all
then i remember my therapist is like 'you know taking vitamin d will probably help with your low energy' and i know shes right cuz it has in the past
UGHH I HAVE NOT HAD MY USUAL PEP. And Ive been thinking about asking the psyche to up the welbutrin again but another part of me is like "maybe some days are just shit sometimes. maybe youre just the type of person who lays around not wanting to do anything ever"
Is this a high seas watch? And if so do you have a map
The thing about bullshitting is it still takes a little bit of work. Work that arguably would be better spent doing the assignment legitimately, but that's not the point.
If you came by it too easy, it aint gonna fly.
Sometimes I sit and think, "Would I have fallen for this when I was younger?"
And my lazy cheating ass would still not have used ai in school. I was proud of the lengths I'd go to to not do any actual work.
There is a lost art to being a bullshitter. It used to mean something to game the system.
Forgot to do a step in a process at work.
Boss hits me with one of these "-_-"
Man fuck you
Ugh. Urge to write is all but gone. Urge to have vampire story be a thing still strong. I think I need to spend some time reading again to get back in the swing of things but my attention feels sapped.
Dont get me wrong tho, they are trying to replace as many agents with AI as they can but AI cannot troubleshoot a password reset with someone who refuses to be at their computer to do so, so they need living negotiators with infinite patience
Yep, I work implementations for a call center. Certain industries still want live people to field help desk matters or do registration assistance. AI isnt that good at assisting the types of people who need these services.
I know you dont want to do it, but youd be great at those sardonic send offs they do before they start the ride. But that is like saying the toilet paper being soft makes up for the diarrhea
I worked the call center option and clawed my way to a position where people leave me alone. Its doable but you must abandon all ideals of your work having any sort of meaning. It DID however teach me not to give a fuck if someones screaming at me for 30 minutes at a time. -80/10 dont recommend
Not sure I understand what you mean
Me: I am a cantankerous person. I am not very friendly. Part of my online persona is that I am always pissed off.
Randos: Hey sweetheart, are you ok? You really seem like youre having a hard time. I am here for you if you need to talk
Me: Fuck outta here with that shit
Randos: :O
Or if I am not in a BUBBLY CHIPPER MOOD they come in with the "Hey, be kind to yourself today, you dont have to post if you dont feel like it 💖" MOTHERFUCKER I JUST HAVE FLAT AFFECT AT TIMES IM NOT STRUGGLING JESUS CHRIST
Like sometimes people on tiktok will just randomly be like "Hey Rat, youve got this" on a post where I am not struggling. And everytime I wanna fight them.
Is there something like pathological demand avoidance but like with praise and encouragement? Nothing puts me off more than someone telling me I can do something. Like, I know. Why are you telling me that? Stop evaluating my performance!!!
im gonna watch a knight of the seven kingdoms cuz its got my favorites: big boy and odd little shit
Someone: *tells me a lot of information*
Me: ... *instantly deletes it from memory* :) idc
Sometimes I think about the time on tiktok I jokingly said I had brain worms and all these Very Concerned Types came out of nowhere to tell me it was problematic to say I had brain worms cuz some people actually have brain worms. RFK wasnt even a thing yet.
Someone recently suggested I start a substack and in my head I could hear you ranting about them and was like "yeah no they platform nazis" and they were like "oh 😬"
THE LOCAL MEXICAN JOINT HAS STARTED SELLING STREET CORN AND TAMALES. MY LIFE HAS BECOME TEN TIMES BETTER. ITS RIGHT DOWN THE ROAD FROM ME I WILL ABUSE THIS
I never realize how passionate I am about a subject until someone is like "I dont know much about that" and then all the sudden I'm giving a mini ted talk on like Johnny Cash or some shit.
Been maintaining a pretty decent cruising altitude and we think we've figured out the random depression crashes. Fuck you bipolar.
Second draft is coming along. Its extended the read time and I am only a chapter 4/18. thing still isnt complete Ill have to figure out how to end it once I tie up some loose ends in draft 2 so things can close out
i had a block of aged cheddar in the fridge which I have eaten and now I miss the aged cheddar very dearly. come back my love
uh oh ribs are wrong again
When a lil cat comes running up to you going "brrtt!!".
thats what its about man
Dude same. Like idk man I treated them like a friend, the fuck were you doing this whole time?
