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It is now officially recognized by medical professionals that I have AuDHD

No one is surprised

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Dr: "I've noticed none of your favorite characters are the main character & they always seem to be the odd ones out. That's interesting..."

Yes, I am keenly aware of the implications, I've literally talked about it on stream, thank you doctor.

I went for my assessment. Now I need to fill out some questionnaires & go back next week & also they're going to assess me for ADHD, too, b/c why not?

I'm not sure my mom sees the point in getting an official diagnosis at this point, but I mean... 🤷‍♀️

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I had a nightmare my period came back. 😰

I mean, the scary part was less the actual period, but the knowledge I didn't have the equipment for that anymore so something had gone Very Wrong--but still. She haunts me from the grave.

Happy Black History Month folks!

In case you were looking for Black Vtubers to follow/support please check out my list: bsky.app/profile/did:...

Twitter got to see a lil sneak peak at what I've been working on in a qrt, but that felt unfair to y'all so here are some ✨thighs✨

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Anyway, this is apparently the year I'm finally going to go in for an autism assessment, so we'll see how that goes.

I mean, I think attempting to get on anything like Adderall again would require something more definitive, but I'm not complaining.

Can't tell if it's b/c we've talked about a past psych Rxing me a super small dose of Adderall as a diagnostic tactic for ADHD to see if it had an effect or what, but we were talking about autism today & my psych was like, "yeah a lot of people w/ ADHD also have autism" sooo...?

Kid told me today that they're at the university. We talked about him keeping his head down, complying, & being as submissive & non-argumentative as possible if they ever approach him.

He was born here. His parents are legal immigrants. The whole family are legal citizens.

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Me: I'm experiencing low- to mid-grade anxiety in the back of my mind 24/7 these days

Psych: Why do you think that is?

Me: *gestures at everything*

I'd like to see it fucking try

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Had my postop appointment today to go over my pathology results

The naughty cells in my uterus were only precancerous & never made it out into the rest of my body! No more follow-up appointments or surgeries needed! 🥰

It's me. I'm the Salazar brothers. I would do this.

My aunt has said she wants to be cremated so her kids can throw a pinch of her ashes on their kids whenever they're naughty while shouting "GRANDMA SAYS NO!" so this is apparently the sort of behavior that runs in my family.

I just read that "don't tell mom" is from cradle to grave, which...accurate, yes, but my immediate thought was "The Salazar brothers would still do this" & also "wait but how"

The answer, of course, is, "I'm getting the ouija board & I'M TELLING MOM!"

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This might be the whole "having an organ ripped out of me earlier this week" thing speaking, but if an update for something drops & 80% of the people are asking questions answered in the READ ME txt file that drops with it, I am going to start the fucking apocalypse.

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I appreciate that my digestive system has woken up again after surgery. Really. I do.

It is, however, the MIDDLE OF THE GODDAMN NIGHT

Based on the dosage of the pain meds they sent me home with me in comparison to what I got in July, though...yeah, the stuff they gave me at the hospital definitely hasn't worn off yet. Not looking forward to when it does. 😅

I feel like I need to pee all the time, still feel a bit woozy, my throat is sore from the breathing tube, & my mouth is REAL goddamn dry, but so far the most pain I've had was right after I woke up from surgery yesterday & it just felt like bad cramps.

It's official y'all

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Idk who needs to hear this, but the rhyme is "0/10, do not recommend" not "10/10, do not recommend"

A) that makes no sense

B) the meter is 5 syllables per line & using "ten" makes the 1st line 1 syllable short so it sounds off

No, I do not know why it bothers me so much

If I don't do it this week, I probably won't try to come back to streaming until the new year at the earliest. And even if I do come back this week, I'm just going to dip out again immediately b/c of the surgery. So...hm. I might just hold off until after recovery at this point.

I was planning on doing a small stream before Christmas to talk about the whole cancer diagnosis + hysterectomy thing b/c I know not everyone follows my socials outside of Twitch or YT & then figured I'd do like one stream a week until the surgery, but uh...damn, okay. Nevermind. >_>;

I fully expected I'd have to wait until like Feb or March or something for this surgery, I did not realize it'd be BEFORE FUCKING CHRISTMAS.

So anyway, I guess I'm getting the bitch evicted next Monday, wish me luck! 😶

I just got a call to schedule my hysterectomy & the earliest they had available was THIS FUCKING THURSDAY????

I asked if we could maybe do AFTER the holiday & they were like, "yeah that's fine as long as you don't have a cancer diagnosis!"

...ah. 😅

Finally got to see my new oncologist today. He recommends a hysterectomy, b/c the other option is to go in for a D&C every 3 months to see whether or not the cancer is being naughty.

I'm gonna miss casually bitching about the baby box after I evict her :<

True eye/halo glow up 👁

The tech was SHOCKED I wasn't informed this type of MRI requires gel to be inserted into 2 orifices that have never seen the sun. She told me she'd be PISSED if she had to find out the way I did & commented on how "laid back" I was.

Ironically, that's thanks to the anxiety lmao

Getting this MRI was a JOURNEY, holy shit. 1st one I scheduled had to be canceled b/c my insurance wasn't responding to them. 2nd one got canceled b/c their coil broke. 3rd one, this morning, FINALLY got in, but someone failed to send me the right prep info.