Xerrica (Xel) 🏴‍☠️

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Thank you @getmorexp.bsky.social for the amazing opportunity and for being such an awesome person!!

Please check out his blog everyone! 💕

My heart feels empty and hollow.

Some things that bring me joy now bring melancholy.

People that I thought I liked I now hate.

Going to need time. Will be on a hiatus here and there when the anger and the hurt decide to go away.

The Basic Pokémon panels are now complete and up on my Vgen for $8.
#pokemon #panels #twitch #vgen

Feeling very productive today while also needing a nap in-between a small existential crisis.

Send help.

Good morning everyone!!! I’ll be making for emotes later today.

What do think about me adding 3 starter boop emotes to the set? Comment down below! #pokemon #emotes #fanart #wip

Still crazy to think I'm 8 away from 200. 😊 It make me happy that I'm slowly growing such a loving and supportive community. 💕

Thank you I appreciate it 🥺 I'll let you know if I need to vent about it.

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Depression sucks.

Combine that with feeling distant here and there, plus a lot to think about and you have a trifecta of trouble.

That's horrible! Sending all the hugs! Glad everyone is safe at least!

NightmarianXel - Twitch Gamer, Crafter, Writer, and Storyteller (and Pirate Captain). Come join my Nexus of Chaos and let's have some fun! Work Email/Inquiries: NightmarianXel@gmail.com

Live now! Can we get to 200 while exploring places?

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More Mass Effect Andromeda tonight!! Can't wait! 💕

NightmarianXel - Twitch Gamer, Crafter, Writer, and Storyteller (and Pirate Captain). Come join my Nexus of Chaos and let's have some fun! Work Email/Inquiries: NightmarianXel@gmail.com

Tonight I'm finishing up The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog! Let's see who the real mastermind is!

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The Forever Road Trip w/ @Pixel_Lite23 and
@TheKentuckyBear (Road to 200!) !TeaTime !Throne !Discord

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WeissVulpesVT - Twitch [18+ Foxtuber Debuthon Day7] Gonna make the headlines today !clip !throne !lurk !chaotic !carrd

Day 7 of the debuthon! Joined by the rizzler and an adorable cappytan as we make the headlines/make out with monsters in The Headliners! ft @nightmarianxel.bsky.social and @irehvenge.bsky.social

#VTuber #FoxTuber #ENVTuber #VTuberUprising #WeissLive #debut #subathon

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NightmarianXel - Twitch Gamer, Crafter, Writer, and Storyteller (and Pirate Captain). Come join my Nexus of Chaos and let's have some fun! Work Email/Inquiries: NightmarianXel@gmail.com

Part 2 Starts now! First time playing Mass Effect Andromeda!!!

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NightmarianXel - Twitch Gamer, Crafter, Writer, and Storyteller (and Pirate Captain). Come join my Nexus of Chaos and let's have some fun! Work Email/Inquiries: NightmarianXel@gmail.com

Celebrating 1 YEAR of being an affiliate!

2 Streams today! First one starting NOW! <3

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Hope everyone had a great holiday!

Super excited about my bracelets and the two animals I get to track and learn more about. 💕

NightmarianXel - Twitch Gamer, Crafter, Writer, and Storyteller (and Pirate Captain). Come join my Nexus of Chaos and let's have some fun! Work Email/Inquiries: NightmarianXel@gmail.com

Duking it Out in the Armax Arena (low energy, but vibing!) (Road to 200!) !TeaTime !Throne !Discord twitch.tv/nightmarianxel

I used a bundt pan. xD

Late night baking. . .

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Holidays are such a damper to me this year.

This whole year in general has just been so hard on me.

I hope next year will be a bit better.

NightmarianXel - Twitch Gamer, Crafter, Writer, and Storyteller (and Pirate Captain). Come join my Nexus of Chaos and let's have some fun! Work Email/Inquiries: NightmarianXel@gmail.com

Chill House Renovation (Road to 200!) !TeaTime !Throne !Discord twitch.tv/nightmarianxel

NightmarianXel - Twitch Gamer, Crafter, Writer, and Storyteller (and Pirate Captain). Come join my Nexus of Chaos and let's have some fun! Work Email/Inquiries: NightmarianXel@gmail.com

Party Down! We Continue to Live it Up on the Citadel! (Road to 200!) !TeaTime !Throne !Discord twitch.tv/nightmarianxel

I was legit WAITING for everyone to jump him. Jax is on the verge of losing his shit too.

Little angel time lapse