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Ash McAllan

@acegiak

Gamedev Priestess. Game Director at Systemic Reaction Avalanche. Game design, ttrpgs, birds, weird robots.

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My insides hurt today. As a result I can't think of anything else to say right now to elicit donations.

But if I don't post at all they definitely won't come.

Anything helps. πŸ™βš’οΈπŸ’•πŸ’ΈπŸ³β€βš§β™ΏπŸ’œ

07.03.2026 12:04 πŸ‘ 26 πŸ” 36 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1

I feel like that's a little TOO not caring?

06.03.2026 23:32 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I find myself often wanting a shorthand for "no is an ok answer" when messaging my friends, as a way of creating safety within our ask culture rather than guess culture. I wish I had like an emoji or like a unicode symbol for shorthand for it. Any suggestions?

06.03.2026 23:03 πŸ‘ 12 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 0
tumblr post by user sapphling from August of 2023 reading: "sitting anti-kink posters down in front of a wrestling match and explaining kayfabe to them with the patience of a preschool teacher"

"You see that one? He's called the "heel." He looks mean and says a lot of scary things, but it's not real and he's actually very nice. When he says "I'm going to break you in half" you don't have to be scared because it's pretend. These two talked about this beforehand, and now they're playing pretend together. Can you think of any other situations that might be like this?

Then they have screenshotted tags left on their post by another user reading: "crying screaming and throwing up when you tell me the undertaker didn't REALLY die and come back to life all those times"

sapphling follows that with "no that part was real"

tumblr post by user sapphling from August of 2023 reading: "sitting anti-kink posters down in front of a wrestling match and explaining kayfabe to them with the patience of a preschool teacher" "You see that one? He's called the "heel." He looks mean and says a lot of scary things, but it's not real and he's actually very nice. When he says "I'm going to break you in half" you don't have to be scared because it's pretend. These two talked about this beforehand, and now they're playing pretend together. Can you think of any other situations that might be like this? Then they have screenshotted tags left on their post by another user reading: "crying screaming and throwing up when you tell me the undertaker didn't REALLY die and come back to life all those times" sapphling follows that with "no that part was real"

05.03.2026 18:59 πŸ‘ 4813 πŸ” 1904 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 13

Warm rocks!

06.03.2026 12:12 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Coming soon: Good Society: A Jane Austen RPG – 2nd Edition Navigate the pitfalls of romance, reputation, manners, and marriage in the sumptuous new edition of this award-winning regency rpg.

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05.02.2026 23:16 πŸ‘ 148 πŸ” 83 πŸ’¬ 9 πŸ“Œ 18

*Yanis Varoufakis has entered the chat*

28.02.2026 11:17 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

There's a GoFundMe to cover Lio Cundiff's medical bills and lost wages: Fundraiser for Lio Cundiff by Bobby Crowley : Help Lio Recover After Heroic Rescue share.google/r4fBM6PKgosR...

27.02.2026 04:34 πŸ‘ 7 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

so much this πŸ’―

if people want shorter games with worse graphics made with less work many exist but not enough people buy them for developers to be paid more (or even recoup costs)

similar to "there should be more variety in games" there's so much! gotta look for it! won't have CoD marketing budget

16.02.2026 03:12 πŸ‘ 188 πŸ” 44 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 2

I'm one of the lucky 10000 who gets to notice this for the first time today 😁

23.02.2026 11:16 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Prometheus says β€œhot take” and Greek gods respond β€œno give that back.”

Prometheus says β€œhot take” and Greek gods respond β€œno give that back.”

22.02.2026 07:47 πŸ‘ 5223 πŸ” 1822 πŸ’¬ 15 πŸ“Œ 10
An elevator button labeled with the brand name "Schindler"

An elevator button labeled with the brand name "Schindler"

If this is the name of the elevator brand does that make this...

Schindler's Lift?

23.02.2026 11:10 πŸ‘ 132 πŸ” 14 πŸ’¬ 15 πŸ“Œ 0

I don’t exist, and neither do you

23.02.2026 07:04 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

Cartesian dualism sucks

23.02.2026 07:35 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

apparently it is kinda rare to ask "is our children learning"

21.02.2026 22:27 πŸ‘ 54 πŸ” 9 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0

bubble tea is a kind of lunch

20.02.2026 22:35 πŸ‘ 24 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0
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Spacefarer Games, a 1 person "indie game studio" steals Cyeides' Zera: Myths Awaken game, renamed it, recolored the textures and has it listed up on the Nintendo eShop. Spread the word that Spacefarer is a game thief!

Support Cyreides, the original creator! cyreides.itch.io/zerama
#videogames #psa

19.02.2026 01:51 πŸ‘ 589 πŸ” 416 πŸ’¬ 21 πŸ“Œ 31

My current thought is doing a version of the Blades engagement roll for travel?

17.02.2026 19:47 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I'm running dungeonpunk so I can kind of use whatever works but currently it's Perilous Wilds and I keep running out of time with discoveries and dangers and never getting to do the actual locations.

17.02.2026 19:47 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I feel like I usually only get three hours of play in sessions at the moment and so if we do travel there's no time for the actual location, but also eliding travel and the chance of getting lost or waylaid loses the sense of mystery and threat of the world and wilderness.

17.02.2026 19:47 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

Ok so for something like a westmarches format game, how many hours of play are folks usually taking for a session that involves setting out from town, travel to the location, adventuring at the location, and then heading back to town?

17.02.2026 19:47 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

"The withdrawals reflect GPs’ worries about the risks of taking on specialist care"

sick of this excuse - are you physicians who chose a broad specialty or not?

it isn't just adhd, we hear constantly about GPs who won't manage hormones and mine now claims to be unable to manage blood pressure meds

17.02.2026 07:25 πŸ‘ 46 πŸ” 8 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 2
HD Pancake Day Song - Maid Marian and her Merry Men - with Pancake Recipe!
HD Pancake Day Song - Maid Marian and her Merry Men - with Pancake Recipe! YouTube video by Prosser Family Adventures

Well you know what day it is! m.youtube.com/watch?v=lS9J...

17.02.2026 07:32 πŸ‘ 72 πŸ” 40 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 2

Or, hell, are other people's perceptions warping that much normally because that's how predictive processing in the brain and consciousness works but I just happen to notice it because of the dissociative skepticism I have of my own perceptual experience?

16.02.2026 17:04 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Are there words I should use or do I just keep saying "dysmorphia" as shorthand and clarifying as it comes up?

16.02.2026 16:56 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

And that resistance is a huge privilege but the situation does leave me without good language to talk about the experience I have and the weight of it and the ways it fucks me up when the resistance DOESN'T work and I can't look in mirrors or at photos of myself.

16.02.2026 16:56 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

"I think I look fucked up and ugly but we believe all bodies are valid and worthy of love. Plus it would be disrespectful of those I love if I were to believe them to be liars or delusional, especially as a collective, when they tell me that to them I am beautiful."

16.02.2026 16:56 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

which I don't experience thanks to a combination of millennial body positivity, radical trans/queer politics, and a healthy dose of self skepticism, choosing instead to believe people I trust who tell me I don't look or sound however my brain is self perceive that day

16.02.2026 16:56 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Previously I've used the term "dysmorphia" to describe it but it's occurred to me that that is mostly about the preoccupdation and obsessive components,

16.02.2026 16:56 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Obviously it's influenced by my experience and history of dysphoria, and it's definitely gotten worse living in Stockholm, presumably because of the higher oppressive beauty standards.

16.02.2026 16:56 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0