Last month was the most horrible, difficult, and heartbreaking month of my life. It's only the first day of March, already there's a lot of overwhelming stuff happening.
I'm tired and very run down. I want rest, need comfort, but trying to do my best to be strong. Very unsure of myself right now.
Mom was laid to rest today. The service was nice but difficult. It was a packed house, didn’t know her kindness reached so many people.
I love you, Mom. And I miss you terribly. I wish we had more time. I thought we did.
More double bad news today on top of everything else.
I'm exhausted, depressed, stressed, and run down emotionally and physically, and I feel like I'm bothering everyone posting such negative happenings. Trying to be strong for my family.
Three weeks ago I was stressed from life stuff.
Two weeks ago I was stressed Dad was going on a business trip into snow storms.
One week ago you fell on the floor and I couldn’t get you up.
Today Im heartbroken because you’re gone.
I miss you, Mom. Dad and the family all do… I love you, Mom.
Mom’s gone.
Sister and her family are on a flight over from Okinawa, hopefully to arrive tomorrow afternoon.
Dad spoke to the doctors this morning, Mom's down to breathing on only a half a lung. I visited her today again, made sure to tell her how much she's loved. Hoping my sister makes it in time.
Mom’s not going to be able to come home for hospice. The oxygen isn’t enough anymore.
Dads starting the funeral arrangements.
I’m so sorry to everyone these posts have not been positive.
Dad and me are doing what we can to get home set up for hospice for her when she comes back home.
I've never once seen my Dad break down in tears in my whole life. I have been breaking down every 5 minutes. Not ONCE was I expecting 2026 to turn into ... this.
Mom has Stage 4 lung cancer.
It’s spreading alarmingly rapidly.
There’s nothing they can do. All we can do is try to make her comfortable at home.
Mom’s been moved to the ICU, a large mass found in her lung that suddenly appeared, but I don’t know much beyond that. I’m exhausted.
Mom's in the hospital, currently. Paramedics took her to the ER. They're doing labs. I'm not keeping it together very well.
I’m so tired from all the bad things happening. I tried, but things keep happening. I just want to close my eyes and rest for an eternity it feels like. I’m desperately trying to hold it together for those who need me. But I’ve got nothing left. I’m just exhausted and broken.
Feeling mentally exhausted from RL stress. Could use comfort, but don't want to be a burden. Trying my best right now.
Was not expecting so much RL bad news to blind side me just the first week of the year. Trying my best right now.
Was feeling a bit ‘off’ yesterday, brain saying some mean things to me. Woke up just now and full on depression kicked in after some weird dreams. Sometimes my head isn’t a good place to be, but even talking feels like I’m just speaking into a void.
The cycle is complete. And beautiful.
Wasn't 2009 a beach theme? Did they fully loop back?
Please take care of yourself and rest as much as you can. Sending you positive vibes.
Basically just to do better. It's my general catch-all idea for now.
A truly well rounded endeavor.
Same. Saaaaaaame.
How big of a blimp do you like? Specifically - how big can we make you? hehe 💙
Happy New Year everyone :)
The last couple of weeks have been the utmost worst for me mentally, ending the year with tonsillitis is just the cherry on top.
I really want to be hopeful towards 2026 with getting more social and creative, but it's going to be hard breaking old habits..
*Extra loud Karnage kaboom sound* Best. Party Popper. Ever.
Happy New Year dude! 💙
One day and one step at a time is the best thing to do. That’s what I’m gonna try to do as well. You got this hun. 💙
Happy New Year, everyone! Hoping for a good positive 2026, let's do our best to make it a good one.
But first day of the year so let's make the first priority to sleep as much as possible today to get out of that sleep debt. Oh and some New Year's Noodles to eat! 🍜
That looks amazing. 💙
Happy Boob Year to you!
Just a moment to reflect on 2025. What a awful year. Almost everyone and myself had some bad times. Lost some friends and family along the way. They wont be forgotten. Some survived, and some good was had.
2026 will bring it's own challenges. My only personal goal for it: Do better. I'm hopeful. 💙
