Haven't logged in in forever. Sorry, life is rather lackluster and lonely, so I don't have much to say. I just work and take care of kiddo and occasionally buy something to get a momentary dopamine rush. Be careful what you wish for...you might get it.
Haven't posted in a while! Have some different looks for my F-101. I wish I could get the wig in the second photo in the same color as the first photo. That would be perfect. The blue eyes are pretty, but I think his faceup goes better with the green. #superdollfie #bjd #sd_f_101
Okay, here's my coord. I'm wearing Meta's Camellia OP and head bow. Everything else is off brand, except my bag - I embroidered and made it quite a few years ago! #lolitafashion #metamorphose #egl
When you go to a lolita meet-up and only care about the pictures you took of your doll...her coord was cuter than mine anyway 🤣. #bjd #superdollfie #sd_macha #btssb
Let's go from something I'm good at (sewing) to something I find a struggle (faceups). This is my first time doing a faceup in about 15 years. It's terrible. I am struggling. But I'm not going to get any better if I don't keep at it. Time to wipe and try again! #bjd #superdollfie
I wanted to work in women's health as an RN, but I fell head first into infusion nursing and ended up liking it. I'm realizing now I will probably never go into women's health now since it would mean a pay cut I can't afford. I saw a great job posting today, but guess it's not meant to be.
My first doll...MSD Magie. Her name is Akiko. She hasn't dressed this cutesy and frilly for a long time! #bjd #superdollfie #msd_magie #msd_myu #msd_f_01
Aaaaand it's DONE! Cordelia, my beautiful SD10 SwD School A, is modeling. The trim I added to the dress made it come alive, I think!
My next project will be something for one of the boys, because I am a bit tired of girly things LOL
#bjd ##bjdsewing #superdollfie #sd_school_a
Ah, yes. How could I forget when my own little rugrat ATE a tube last week? To be fair, it was her designated tube and not one out of my stash lol
The only way I've been able to solve this problem is to buy a crapload of them, then stash them all over my house and in every bag I use when I go out. I don't move them from their homes. It feels wasteful but it works and I'll eventually use up all of them, right? 😅
Just realized I haven't updated this in forever. I finished the jacket a while back, and have nearly finished the accompanying dress. The dress needs something...beads, maybe? Gotta cover up a mistake at the collar too, and beads would work in that regard. #bjdsewing #bjd
I haven't watched it yet, but I had a feeling it would be like this. Just way too much material to cram into a movie length project IMO. Heck, even the anime skipped over some of my favorite more lighthearted scenes in the manga. Adaptation must be hard stuff!
She's a big tall girl like me! She already wears size 6 at age 4 lol
Cosplays successfully worn! I'd like to remake the entire top of mine since I didn't have time to make it the way I wanted, but otherwise it's all right for cosplaying someone 1/3 my age lol. My daughter looked super cute as Ruby! Hope I can put this on her again soon! #cosplay #aiscream #lvlupexpo
Thank you!
Lmao I'm so tired I posted an uncropped photo with my feet in it, but eff it, I am too worn out to care! We will wear these to LVL UP Expo tomorrow. My daughter is obsessed with the song, but is unaware of the memes, so if you see us, please be aware she probably won't do the call and response.
If you've been wondering where the doll sewing updates went...well, I decided to speed-build some costumes for my daughter and myself, so doll sewing has been on hold. I can't believe I managed all this in under 3 weeks while working overtime AND parenting a 4-year-old! #cosplay #lovelive #aiscream
So now I'm WELL over 40 hours. They found YET ANOTHER infusion for me to do on Friday! FUCK I'm so tired, but at least it's only a 10 minute drive from my house and I can spend most of the time hand sewing. Sometimes being salary really sucks.
I got an add on for Tuesday, which brought me up to over 40 hours. Figured I'd really be done then. But then yesterday I get a request to drive nearly 3 hours one-way to do a single 15 minute infusion in Arizona on Friday. I was only an hour away last night so I got the appointment switched.
I was told this was going to be a hell week for work, but I wasn't prepared for the fuckery I would be put through. I got my schedule last week, and it looks jam packed but surprisingly my Friday is open. Great! I know I might get something added on but I also might get a day off.
The people at the rent-a-car place have seen me enough that they're amusing themselves by giving me upgrades. I'm now driving a Camaro to my appointments out of state tomorrow. They don't know that I refused a '65 Mustang in favor of a minivan for my first vehicle as a teen 😅
Look at all these pins...this is going to take foreeeeeveeeeeer 😬 #bjd #bjdsewing
BTW, almost all the fabrics I'm using are leftovers from the flower girl dress I made my daughter last year. The lining is bemberg rayon, and the outer fabrics are silk. The netting came off an old Betsey Johnson shirt.
I was sad this morning, so kept myself busy redoing the sleeves and sewing the side seams together today. It's so nice when the project starts to come together! Now comes the outer piping and assembly. I think this will be very cute when done! Now, which girl will wear it? #bjdsewing #bjd
It's funny. 6-7 years ago, if I could have looked at where I am now, I would think I have everything I ever wanted. A child, a partner, a job where I am respected and paid well.
But I lost the things that gave me joy before, and days like today, I really want that back.
My brain hates being happy.
I put the sleeves on wrong. I'm so irritated. I could just continue on, but the interior won't be as finished and it will gnaw at me. Anyway, have some pre-mistake progress shots!
FYI: I hand sew because I have a lot of down time at work and it gives me something to do. #bjd #bjdsewing
I started with the fussiest part: the gathered panel on the back. I suppose it's intended to look a little messy, but I may go back and steam it again to see if I get a better gathering pattern. #bjd #bjdsewing
My next sewing project is based off Ancienne's Alma pattern. I'm starting with the jacket, and if I'm happy with it I'll continue on to the dress and bonnet.
These photos belong to Ancienne; I'm including them to display what I'm working on! Please see Ancienne's work at www.ancienne.jp
I felt like death Thursday and Friday. Couldn't eat, could barely sleep. I am in much less pain today, but I'm weak and still can't eat very many things. Banana and applesauce again? Yes, I guess 🙄
I called my supervisor about an hour ago but she didn't pick up. Even if I could sleep through the pain, I can't sleep until I know she got the message and reassigns everyone. I really hate being an inconvenience.
