The fact you need to ask says it all

Oh I can absolutely imagine so most of my experiences with it are in the trans community that's not to say that there aren't plenty of cis nuerodivergent folk who feel the same again I think it comes with that already being an outlier and ostracised by society

A feeling of being easy to read so I know when I bare my teeth people will respect me and take me seriously because they fear a bite more than they fear the way I scream when I'm angry because they don't see the teeth and claws that gnaw at me internally when I feel like that

Because the sheer effort in trying to make myself understood in society when I wish I could just swish a tail to show I'm happy instead of my words being misinterpreted or bare my canines to show I'm afraid or angry maybe then people would take autistic people's emotional responses more seriously

Another hard relate I feel like this is shared by a lot of autistic trans folk is an alignment to nonhuman identity the feelings of being an outlier in society and finding comfort in its complete rejection by aligning with something nonhuman (for me it's canine ears and tail)

It truly hurts because I'm in a Gray area where whatever I do is wrong to someone even when I'm doing what feels perfectly right for me

(At the same time as my masculinity invalidates me from years of living with afab issues) and then when I dress even vaguely femme my masculinity being invalidate by family and such with questions like I thought you wanted to be a guy why are you dressing like that then

Another side to the coin my experiences of being non passing and pre t and wanting to have fun in my expression and clothing sometimes more masc sometimes I lean a bit femme using corsets and such but in either case my masculinity be invalidated by my voice and being non passing

It's living in this Gray area where my experiences of female issues aren't valid because I'm a man and on the other side living with constant misgendering and questioning of my identity because I'm not yet man enough

I'm a man and yes I love that even being non passing and pre t my gender is being validated but at the same time it hurts because so much of what I live with and deal with on a daily basis is negated for that same reason

Forgetting the fact I have to live with periods and the associated pain and dysphoria just because they see me as a guy and it hurts because I'm at a point where I feel wrong in women's spaces seeking advice on these issues but then in gender diverse spaces the same experiences are negated because

As a pre T trans guy even I can relate to this I've had gender diverse friends negate my experiences of having to deal with afab issues especially since being pre t makes them only that much more prevalent I've had friends who know me well forget that this is a huge part of my life's experience

It's upsetting knowing that it is highly unlikely other gender-diverse people will take the trans part of my existence seriously.

I feel bad talking about this because I know I have reached the point that a lot of trans people wish for; passing.

CHOICES FOR WHAT?!? Put down the rope and back slowly into the padded room

Embracing the puppyboi-ification solely so it's ethical to euthanase me

Happy birthday 💜

*virtual headpats*

I can help with fulfilling those needs :3

Alright drop the address Ur getting a skirt (totally not for the selfish reason of wanting to see u in it)

Hell yeah good weather for it and the white shirt over bathers looks amazing mother you are slayingggggg

Literally anything > being so sick Ur in cold sweats not knowing which end is gonna blow as you lay on the floor of the shower (today is not my day clearly)

Let's not tar everyone with the same brush yk do I support the actions of the Israeli government NO. But just as not everyone in Germany supported a certain leaders actions and beliefs in the 1930's/40's not every Israeli person supports the actions of the Netanyahu government

This is a whole vibe

:3

:p

Never beating the chaser accusations now

Posting something that won't get you labelled an egg challenge level: impossible

I VOLUNTEER. I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE!!! 🙋‍♂️🙋‍♂️🙋‍♂️

Wishing all billionaires a pleasant Three Ghosts

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