Vex Murmur

Clothespins with Izzy Sophia (insta)

Today is my six month anniversary of being on T. I shared the self-portaits I took during my first injection and my muddled thoughts reflecting back on their 6 months on my Patreon. A full and heavy heart today.

patreon.com/vexmurmur

I don't know what energy I'm putting off lately (but I am grateful), I have had an overwhelming amount of tough butch dykes hitting on me in my dms. I am frightened and horny.

sock covered feet on a woman in rope with feet tied back to waist rope

a woman in rope with feet tied back to waist rope on a soft blanket

woman in rope with feet tied back to waist rope on a soft blanket - outside is barely visible through the blinds but you can tell it’s golden hour

The weekend couldn’t get here fast enough. A nice chill comfy tie for a hot March day.

I love daylight savings because my morning ritual of wake up with intense anxiety and profusely sweat until I stand my body upright at 5am? 6am. Wonderful.

Someone put me back to bed.

Dramatic lighting highlights our subject. A bamboo bar crosses the middle of the frame, suspended by jute ropes. To hands grasp the pole with their knuckles towards us. Their body is on the far side of the pole and their naked buttcheeks press into the bamboo. The shadows make everything look soooo deliciously plump. They are wearing a Calvin Klein thong. The waist strap is white with black lettering and the thong fabric that disappears into their buttcheeks is black.

I don’t know why I waited so long to post this picture. You should know that all I had on when I tied @heyfaeriere.com in their latex hood was this tiny black thong 😘

A collage of photos taken by Devin, of Ayala and Snacks having a shibari rope bondage scene together in their home. They share some time on the floor, bundling Ayala in ropes and closing them in on themself, then suspending into the air, legs tied together and inverted. They share a kiss.

Tying at home with my love, @knotsnacks.com
As photographed by 📷: @devinrenay.bsky.social
✨🖤✨

I tied myself and lost my shirt by the end. So strange how that happens.

But a mere phone call, called to make an appointment, corrected the person on the phone that I do not go by my legal name and gave my name, I apologized for the confusion, "don't apologize it's such a cute name."

TRUE

I think so yes, it must be the missing key to stabilizing anxiety!

pssst, these wiggly hot couch rope self-portraits just went up.

www.patreon.com/vexmurmur

Oh I love this! That face smoosh, excellent.

You ever just wake up at 4am because of *anxiety*? SUP I'M UP WHAT ARE WE DOING TODAY, MORE ANXIETY? cool 😎

I recently indexed a decade of my work, largely none of it ever posted or shared, just tucked away mostly for me. Self-suspension, collaborative work with others I've cherished deeply, self-portraits, videos of self-suspension. And I'm uploading it all piece by piece over time patreon.com/vexmurmur

I can't believe my coffee pot broke in my hands this morning, with all this hot black doom pouring out over me and the counter. Honestly, same.

I heard the call, I am also here for the morning anxiety and nausea.

Editing some very hot things, butt if I may.

Gender who. Messy hair and a photoshopped nipple, what an absurdity 😌😘

I can't wait to eat hotdog poutine in Montreal so soon.

You're the treat!

I'm playing old video games to cope and pls everyone tell me your top three lifetime defining games.

Mine have to be Crash Bandicoot (entire series), Croc Legend of The Gobbos, and Gex (original).

Kiss my foot and get a treat

Some wonky experimental rope with the inimitable @trixielapointe.bsky.social (📸/🪢) 2/12/26

#shibari #ropebondage #bondage #suspension

Ayala stands in the light coming in through the window, next to the warm radiator in a cozy little apartment living room. They’re looking beautiful and curvy in their transparent latex two piece set and matching latex toe socks. The way they show off their nipples and bush makes you feel very thankful. You day dream of hanging out here with them.

Ayala crawls towards the couch, resting their upper half on the seat cushion. They embrace their little stuffed animal lamb in for a hug. You love Ayala’s playful softness

Sitting on the couch now, Ayala dips a latex encased toe into a tea cup and gently stirs the tea inside. So good you can almost taste it.

Ayala is upside down on the couch now, dramatically resting their head on the floor and their arms stretched out.

A cozy day in latex 💜
📸: @knotsnacks.com

rope with @salemmoon.bsky.social

BRB going to space.

Stupid tummy blasters has become an unsaid rite of passage in a friend group I grew up with. Tummy blaster 1: Waka Waka (from the Muppets). Tummy blaster 2: TUMMY (in huge gothic lettering). Tummy blaster 3: (mine) DOOM BOY.

Thank you, we will do anything for a bit.

Is anyone talking about how horny the team members are on curling teams? Is this a gay sport? I can't tell and I need input. They're all screaming hard hard harder about their shooters.

This is a silly thing we do, honestly. Wouldn't have it any other way. A little taste of the glitch.