There's so much damage in me that is impossible to undo, and even if it is it will take ages, and no one has the time to wait for me to get better. I have to be better now. I must. And I'm not better now, I'm probably at my worst, which just means there's no hope for me.
And there's no one to blame but myself. It's no one's fault that I can't be content with simply existing. It's my fault for being the way I am - always striving for success and not accepting failure, or even considering all things as something I always either "succeed" or "fail" at.
I wish I could just give up everything I am and start anew. There's nothing good about my persona and my appearance, I don't want to be me anymore. Anything but that. It truly is torture to wake up everyday as the ugliest failure in this world who possesses 0 worth, 0 skill, 0 talent
There isn't a reality where I don't ruin everything with my presence alone. There isn't a reality where I'm actually good at things I'm supposed to be good at. There isn't a reality where I'm content with my existence. I feel like a walking plague and I feel sorry for becoming anyone's part of life
Another breakdown over my mistakes, another moment of disappointing my friends and souring the mood with my behavior. I can't emphasize enough how tired I am of living like this, and I don't think I'm capable of change. The only option left for me is to die and become an unpleasant memory
I'll never be like my old self and I hate the person I am today. With each coming year I'm only growing dumber, angrier and emptier and I don't know what to do. All I think of now is how I wish I never existed, how I wish I never was a part of anyone's life. I have no hopes left for myself.
How do you always eat with character designs like this is just gorgeoussssss
βΌοΈΠ‘ΠΠΠISSIΠNS ARE OPEN βΌοΈ
Unlimited slots for now
Not taking comic and ref sheet slots but adding chibi slots!
DM for details if interested π¦
#furry #furryart #furrycommission #commissions #artcommissions
βΌοΈΠ‘ΠΠΠISSIΠNS ARE OPEN βΌοΈ
Unlimited slots for now
Not taking comic and ref sheet slots but adding chibi slots!
DM for details if interested π¦
#furry #furryart #furrycommission #commissions #artcommissions
Starting!! www.twitch.tv/eirikbat
I'll be streaming some ffxiv savage prog in about 30 minutes!! No mic just 3 hours of suffering
yes i understand
building characters in zzz is pure hell i can't do this anymoreeee does this game expect me to have infinite energy to farm for mats
SIXSEVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE- *gets shot dead*
Thank you! There ain't other way to draw him
Compiled sketches of Von Lycaon - an anthropomorphic wolf character from the game Zenless Zone Zero. The page contains two silly, toony depictions of him, the two rightmost sketches feature him wearing no clothes, the top sketch depicting a humorous scenario with Lycaon inviting the viewer to join him in bed and the bottom sketch shows Lycaon wearing nothing but harness as he stands in his usual butler pose, a towel resting on his forearm and his other arm behind his back. The leftmost sketch is his closeup portrait, specifically his younger version without an eyepatch on.
Happy new year!! Starting the year off with a quick Lycaon sketch page
#zzz #zzzart #vonlycaon #vonlycaonzzz #furry #furryart
Happy New Years everyone!! As tough and stressful 2025 was, I can't overlook the fact I received tremendous amount of support this year, and I'll do my best to keep drawing and hopefully making you all happy with my art <3
Love you all!! xoxo
the puerbl....
thingie for @kariacai.bsky.social βοΈβ¨
#furry #furryart #dragon
A drawing of Von Lycaon - a character from the videogame called Zenless Zone Zero. Lycaon is standing, wearing a rather exposing summer outfit consisting of a tight croptop and jean shorts. He's looking flustered.
If Jane can get a summer skin in mid winter then so can Lycaon
#zzz #zenlesszonezero #vonlycaon #zzzlycaon #furry #furryart #von_lycaon
soooo close to banyue's m1 and i have like 0 polys on me this game hates meeeeeeeeeeeee
A sketch drawing of a furry dog in a cute pose
whiny puppy
#furry #furryart
couldn't stab him with a fork if i tried
YES BANYUE I WOULD..... π₯Ή
unimaginable amount of cake
drew myself measuring lycaon's tiny waist
oliver isn't a morning person
a quick rauru sketch ππ
a flat fullbody commission for @typhosderg.bsky.social !
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