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| Mata Varlineau | She/her/they| SFW/NSFW Artist 🔞| DNI MINORS/AI/NFT PFP & Header: elarisastra.bsky.social Kofi |YT|Twitch: negidolaon Spoiler Act: @negirskogul.bsky.social #art #Estober #Negistinien #Estimata #NegimataHaloxicon #Negimata #Negimatalore
These 2 churches were the Christian mega churches that you would see in OC during the early 10s.
I'd barely had anyone to socialize around my age with my interests & my mum was the only person I could talk to.
After highschool, I permanently stopped going even if my mum tried once again in college.
Mum didn't want me in Catholic church early on, but took me to 2 churches during my late teens.
It was so much commitment I've barely had any time for socializing outside of church/school.
It was my high school's final year of Bible lit class that sparked that I didn't need to be in church anymore.
My dear- if something troubles you, do not be afraid to speak about it. I'm here. 🫂
To live and feel again? Its a struggle w/ sometimes forgetting the feeling of being noticed or loved, it relatable.
We live again to the next day as we have reminders of our past selves to push on- probably w/ inspiring writings or works that allows us to strive.
We must live on so we can see to it.
I swear if this table gets delayed too- I'm gonna resort to buying from stores I rarely go to (local thrift store). I doubt of finding one in a size I can manage with as I rather have one that's not overwhelming in the small space I live in.
Trying to be creative in a small space is difficult. 😭
I've been thinking about getting a new computer desk to work with. I just placed an order of a $50 non-folding table thats suppose to come in today, yet A****n delayed it til the 13th.
Because my impatient self isnt gonna wait that long, I went to buy another $50 table, but folding coming in Tues.
If you are a fanfic writer who would be happy for fanart of your work please repost
[Commissions]
I am still unemployed and having difficulty getting anything lined up, and I really want to try to go to Fan Fest as I was fortunate enough to get a ticket. I will be offering a variety of commissions on Ko-Fi that I'll post links to here!
I am also trying to simply raise funds for Fan Fest, so here is a link to donations if anyone wants to.
ko-fi.com/underarchon/...
[Couples Standee]
I am only offering the digital files as it is far more difficult to print and then send a physical product.
ko-fi.com/c/b96dcb2fcf
womens day is every day
I might as well look into designing a Fisherwoman Mata as the main job for this year's Fanfest theme.
It goes well with Squidstinien. 💕
Also fun fact: Its funny and awesome that the job pin was sold out at the US Animate store, while Gatherer and Miner were available.
FISHING IS AWESOME!
A few hours after taking acetaminophen, a cup of lavender coffee, and a chicken wrap- I'm feeling at peace to finally play something. 😂
Though my day off is almost gone, I'd figure I try out the new XIV patch dungeon for its story and look at my fishing logs.
It's a definite slow burning love.
Both Mata and Estinien had a rough start to their relationship- co-working to friends to an actual couple for over 2+ yrs.
It took Mata time allowance to its okay to love Estinien romantically as he loves her unconditionally.
#Negistinien #Estimata #gposers
a screenshot of the music video Planet of the Bass, it has a man in a white outfit and angel wings, a woman in a robe and a crown, the caption reads "Women are my favorite guy"
happy international women's day to all my international women
It's a definite slow burning love.
Both Mata and Estinien had a rough start to their relationship- co-working to friends to an actual couple for over 2+ yrs.
It took Mata time allowance to its okay to love Estinien romantically as he loves her unconditionally.
#Negistinien #Estimata #gposers
QTP with women ❤️🔥
Happy Women’s Day!! ⚔️💫
Adding onto the pain- I've realized I'm getting too dehydrated and the santa ana weather is literally blowing all the allergies (pollen/dust) into the house with hot dry ass wind.. factoring into my migraine.
I feel like that I may not login to play w/ the intense color/sounds as it feels too much.
I'd think its great that my body finally decides to have aches and cramps after 4 months of none while on the pill... and to start on Women's Day of all days (and on my day off too).
My doctor stated I should be off the pill for roughly a whole month and I'm already feeling like I'm hit by a truck.
REMINDER!
2 Weeks left to RSVP for the #FFXIV FanFest Aquarium Meet up. If you don't RSVP, you can still show up and join folks, but I can't guarantee you a ticket!
If you plan to arrive early and get your own ticket, but want to still hang out - please let me know!
🔗 forms.gle/wboZr8BXfWXV...
Doubling down on this as well. I like and post my own NSFW content but please everyone let’s not get complacent - label it accordingly.
Congrats! 🎉💕
Urgent Bump!
Hello! I only got to catch up today but I need to raise 400usd for this month’s bills, with at least 280usd first by the 13th 😭🙏
This includes a bill I can finally close for good which will make it so much lighter moving forward.
Thank you for considering me! qvq
WAH I know I've been very tired lately, but I am told by my own partner that he bought RE9. I WANT TO WATCH HIM PLAY JUST CUZ' I CAN'T PLAY HORROR OR THRILLER GAMES FOR MY LIFE (AND WATCH FOR THE EYE CANDY LOL).
He doesn't mind playing it over from the start, so I'm looking forward to that replay.👀
Although I may not login tonight due to pain flaring up, I finally attempted to brainstorm rough sketches to my WoL and Squid Estinien stickers stuff.
I'm aware Fanfest NA is nextdoor to Disneyland, but I'm not making any themes to that cuz' I'm sticking to a "Fishy Squidstinien" theme instead. lol
🫂
