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See ya in a while and be sure to drink water.
People can't even be direct with me. They just silently leave and talk about it behind me or around me. Everything I say is shared no matter if I say it in the moment out of anger or fear. I'm a placeholder and not even a good one. So I'm on my own it's what I deserve.
I think I'm gonna stay away from people for a long time. I'm dangerous and unstable. I'll make things but never interact with people. I can't do anything without hurting people, whether intentionally or not. I'm sorry for everything. I'm gonna do what I deserve and be alone.
Genuinely considering making a video for my own catharsis, but at the same time, I know I need to move on. Hindsight and therapy has made me angry at a lot of realizations about myself and others. Maybe I'll write it and burn it. I need a damn rage room.
Yes, my economic plan will cause short term pain. But after that you won't feel the pain anymore because you'll be dead
screams
Gonna be taking some time to myself again. I need to reevaluate some stuff about some things. I'm getting mixed information from everywhere, and I need time to ground myself.
Gotta be somewhere. We can't escape the fact that everyone poops.
POLITICO: Controversial Middle East documentary wins Academy Award (referring to No Other Land)
Controversial in that the premise is that Palestinians are human beings who shouldn't undergo ethnic cleansing or a genocide
Retweeting the Streamer Etiquette post for more visibility (just go to my profile honey...) because I had someone just last night do EXACTLY what I respectfully ask others NOT to do in my streams. I get y'all love your Oshis, streamers, etc. or whatever, but curb mentioning by name in my space.
So I owe money in taxes and I would appreciate any support you can give me.
I’m in a difficult spot both mentally and financially. As such I’m opening up VA commissions. For 50 CAD, you can have me record a short cameo or alike for your entertainment. Nothing involving hatred to any group of people or anything to deal with fetishes.
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Why? Why this choice of photo?
Had a weird moment last night where I sat there and just genuinely wondered why I care about others' thoughts about me so much. I honestly don't know. It is exhausting.
I haven't seen a climbing ladder animation in a video game that didn't make me laugh at least a little bit they all just look a little goofy to me, and I love it.
Brain:.......do you think mermaids could use sea cucumbers as like...dildos?
Me: I can't fully describe just how much I hate you.
I appreciate you wanting to come to me, but it may be better to find someone with more experience.
The new Pokemon Legends ZA trailer was just.........bizarre. I have no other words it was just really confusing to me.
This type of shit is precisely why people relapse and regress. Because nothing matters to you other than having a punching bag to ignore your own flaws. Que Sera, Sera.
Whatever will be will be.
It doesn't matter how many times I apologize or change over the course of 5 years to make my community safer. It doesn't matter how much I comment or say I understand where I went wrong. It doesn't matter.
Fingers crossed streams start up again next week! Btw maybe, just maybe you'll spot me in one of the games I'll be streaming.
I like me some earl gray.
I'm gonna be ok. I just need more time for learning healthy coping mechanisms and navigating the internet. Love you all! ❤️
