Nox

I just want to love.
I want to be loved.
Is that too much to ask?

Literally just sent 30-60 min with a stranger at Union cuz he saw me taking photos and asked me to shoot a video of him. So I did and then he got me a McDonald's chai latte and just sat down and talked with me.

Ever feel like you were already broken up with. But you're both too scared to say it. One of those days.

Keep putting the water bottle in front of my face so I'll drink it

Sometimes friends and others need this reminder.

DONT ASK CHAT GPT JUST GO OUT AND MAKE WEIRD ART WITH YOUR FRIENDS

Darumix has also decided it's time to go to sleep...it might be for forever

First, the pink dye I buy doesn't work and makes me a blonde ginger.
Second, the new pink dye I get goes more red than pink.
Third, I get sick and need to be showering a lot so my dye is faded now after 3 days.

A hell of my own making.

I need friends who will play MTG with me... Watching the Game Grump episode and I have hope in my life again

Sometimes I feel like I'll only stop crying when I'm in my final rest

The man in question ->

I love that I told my parents I wanted to watch two shows on HBO. The Pitt because of the doctors and A Knight Of The Seven Kingdoms but then couldn't come up with a fun way of saying it...

I just said "listen, there's a man with curly hair and salt and pepper beard..who are we kidding?"

If I have to get scarred by a fun fact. So do you. We're a pack

I know it’s difficult right now, but I insist that you seek and enjoy beautiful things, even if it seems frivolous or irresponsible in the face of overwhelming horror. I want you to feed yourself artistically, spiritually, and literally, because you can’t Do The Work when you’re starving.

She really does just love sleeping right by my knee. Even when I'm sick and overheating

I keep waking up and questioning everything. Am I really nonbinary? Pansexual? Ace? Poly?

I just want to love and be loved. No matter how it's done. Let me find peace.

Love being so out of it cuz of how sick I am and I almost made myself cry reading this. I forgot I wrote this and I needed it.

I love you. Yes, you. You're worth so much more than you see. Just because you hate yourself, doesn't mean others can't love you. I love you for you and the choices lead to becoming you.

Sometimes doing a spread feels like smacking myself in the face. Plus The Lovers was at the bottom. Of course...

Nothing like not knowing if you hate yourself cuz you're depressed or sick but tea feels like the solution either way

To be able rest like this

Came here from tiktok and I encourage this obsession very much

Sometimes I worry that I'm not worthy of love. So many partners can tell you that they love you like it's effortless but showing the effort is like asking them to move a mountain.

I don't drown my sorrows but I do cover them in paint

When things are going wrong. Do crafts...

Gotta love knowing that all my closest friends knew I was poly before I did. Especially when I spoke about a crush I have, the reply was "girl it wasn't just a glass closet, it was a glass house"

She thinks she's cuddling with me, when in reality, she's taken my whole two blankets

That trip that's like the longest train ride?! It looks so awesome. That, with a camera and a good friend.

For a brief second I thought I either got locked in the public washroom at my work or a small mouse ran away and that's what I heard. IDK which is better...