J'ai vraiment fait de mon mieux. J'ai demandรฉ de l'aide, j'ai fait confiance aux autres, ect...
J'ai enfin rรฉussi ร avoir un suivie psy aprรจs plusieurs annรฉes d'attentes.
Et rien, รงa ne soigne pas mes problรจmes de santรฉs, รงa n'apaise pas la haine et la trahison
J'ai plus la force de rien
Plus rien n'a de sens ou d'importance, j'ai gรขchรฉ mes meilleurs annรฉes, je n'ai rien accomplie, rien ร montrer de ces annรฉes lร .
Et maintenant avec ma santรฉ qui se dรฉgrade je n'ai plus la force ni le temps de tout rรฉessayer.
Bravo Taro, tu as fail la vie ๐
But hey, you will be happy to know that after 8 years sober: I started cutting myself again.
See ? I'm punishing myself ๐ with some luck I'll be able to cut a vein one day and bleed out.
"Gngngng people have limited emotional bandwith"
Yeah, me too, crazy concept
I've pushed my own emotional bandwidth so many times, for nothing
The number of times I didn't say anything when I was uncomfortable, wounded, ect because I KNEW that people would call me dramatic
The number of times I justified being ignored and sidelined with every excuse possible because I didn't want to end up alone
All for nothing
And now my life is basically over with my health problems, I probably won't make it to 50yo but hey, I deserve it since I'm such a fucking retarded bitch
It make me so fucking sick to have wasted my twenties to peoples who can't be bothered to communicate and then blame me for everything that is wrong in the world because I didn't magically understand what they where thinking inside their head
Like, I'm sorry. You can bitch and moan about people smelling bad and being stupid everydays no problem but when I ask if I can speak about something I get told yes
But behind my back you gossip like f*** middle schoolers saying I'm such a drama queen for being upset at something
I just f*cking love how everyone else is allowed to have bad days, vent,ect but I'm a toxic monster for talking avoit my day even after asking for PERMISSION beforehand.
I'm straight up not allowed to have any emotions
Dessin turquoise sur fond clair reprรฉsentant 4 personnages ร l'attitude variรฉes. Ils se tiennent sur le socle d'une statue dรฉlabrรฉe
Chara design par @bleucalire.bsky.social ๐๐๐๐
#spirou
A compelling argument ๐ค
pombon with its front paws taped to the floor
it's that time again
#pokemon #art
They bounce! ๐งก๐๐
Le lien pour le live du redรฉbut est ici : www.youtube.com/live/lGpKQ-L...
Hรขte de vous faire dรฉcouvrir ce qu'on cuisine !
#visualnovel #PNGTuber #PNGTuberDebut #comingsoon
My personification/gijinka of Moon for a Year of the Horse 2026 picture! She has fair skin, pale mint green hair tied in twin buns (not too apparent) with prominent red lotus clips, and eyes that match the colour of her hair. She has Uma Musume-inspired horse ears that are presumably accessories (due to her real ears apparent with red blossom earrings. In her eyes are stars and a reflection of Moon and Earth. She is smiling brightly, as if looking forward to the future. She is wearing a red qipao/cheongsam that has golden embroideries. From her POV, in her right hand she is wearing a golden ring, and on her left wrist, she is wearing a jade bangle. Behind her is a starry night sky as well as transparent white flower and circular patterns. On the upper right of the picture are boxes that resemble user interface with the numbers 2026 and a simplified picture of the Moon.
Happy New Year: Year of the Fire Horse 2026! ๐๐
#HeliosphereUnderTheSky #OC #OCSky #LunarNewYear #ChineseNewYear #YearOfTheHorse #art #bskyart
My personification/gijinka of Earth for a New Year 2026 picture! He has fair skin, brown hair with green highlights, and kind blue eyes that fade to green. In his eyes are stars and a reflection of Earth and Moon. He is smiling brightly, as if looking forward to the future. He is wearing a headset that has the colour scheme of the planet Earth, as well as a white v-neck shirt with a faded light blue collar, a green and white jacket with blue accents. Behind him is a starry night sky as well as transparent white circular patterns. On the upper left of the picture are boxes that resemble user interface with the numbers 2026 and a simplified picture of the planet Earth.
My personification/gijinka of Moon for a Year of the Horse 2026 picture! She has fair skin, pale mint green hair tied in twin buns (not too apparent) with prominent red lotus clips, and eyes that match the colour of her hair. She has Uma Musume-inspired horse ears that are presumably accessories (due to her real ears apparent with red blossom earrings. In her eyes are stars and a reflection of Moon and Earth. She is smiling brightly, as if looking forward to the future. She is wearing a red qipao/cheongsam that has golden embroideries. From her POV, in her right hand she is wearing a golden ring, and on her left wrist, she is wearing a jade bangle. Behind her is a starry night sky as well as transparent white flower and circular patterns. On the upper right of the picture are boxes that resemble user interface with the numbers 2026 and a simplified picture of the Moon.
๐ New Year 2026: Earth and Moon ๐
#HeliosphereUnderTheSky #OC #OCSky #art #bskyart
Etes-vous prรชts pour dรฉcouvrir le dandy futuriste ?
Le redรฉbut est officiel, รงa sera le Dimanche 1er Mars ร 14 h !
Nouvelle DA, un modรจle 2D, une nouvelle maniรจre de vous accueillir !
Modรจle :
@taronaru.bsky.social
Logo :
@drivojunior.bsky.social
#PNGTuber #ComingSoon #visualnovel
Aprรจs 8ans "sobre" j'ai recommencรฉ ร m'auto-mutilรฉ la semaine derniรจre.
Je ne sais pas combien de temps je vais encore tenir comme รงa, j'ai h24 mal, h24 en spirale de pensรฉs infernales, mes "hobbies" ne me procure plus aucune joie
Et la thรฉrapie que j'ai attendu pendant 2ans et demi ne sert ร rien
Qu'ils refusent de le mettre sur le NSO parce que c'est la politique de The Pokemon Company, bon ok, dรฉbile pour un jeux qui ร 25ans mais ok, soit.
Mais qu'ils fassent un listing diffรฉrent pour chaque langueร2 pour chaque version, chacune ร 20โฌ c'est juste ridicule
Le jeux fait genre, 5megaB ๐ซ
Do not let him see what Neptune is looking at...
*(Uranus' moons are all named after Shakespeare and Alexander Pope's characters, and are hence called "literary moons".)
#HeliosphereUnderTheSky #OC #OCSky #art #bskyart
CITRUS COLLECTION
#sonicthehedgehog #shadowthehedgehog #silverthehedgehog
The cover is up now! Thank you to everyone who joined the premiere
Re-cannonizing Sonia Belmont real ?!
I totally get you, though i don't know much Castlevania fans so if you ever want to chat about it, I'm here ๐ซถ
Konami on Castlevania 40th anniversary: "This is the beginning of numerous new products around Castlevania." www.konami.com/games/castle...
Posting these vday cards a bit early (โ ๏ผพโ โโ ๏ผพโ )โ ๏พโ โช๐ธ๐๐ธ๐๐ธ๐๐ธ๐๐ธ
Here's for the sweeties โจโจโจ
#sorailleart #rayewi
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