I could honestly just spend all my free time jamming out in Music Festival on Fortnite ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐ถ
I could honestly just spend all my free time jamming out in Music Festival on Fortnite ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐ถ
I spent my life trying to make myself small and not draw attention- just a piece of furniture in everyone else's life. Reliable and consistent.
But this job has taught me: I'm not just a mom. Or a wife. I'm my own person.
I'm appreciated for ME.
And I'm genuinely shocked to find that out.
๐พ 90's Baby
๐ณ๏ธโ๐ LGBTQ+
๐ง AuDHD
โฟ๏ธ Disabled
๐ฉ Meme and Shitposter
๐โโฌ๏ธ Cat Owner
๐ง Girl Mom
๐งถ Crochet Artist
๐ Baker
๐ฎ Gamer
๐ช๐ป Leveling Up IRL
๐ฎ In My Manifestation Era
#promosky #weekly
Got a really prestigious award at work.
So SHOCKED (and grateful)! I just wanted a PT job to help make ends meet while staying home with Gremlin.
Now I'm succeeding as my own independent human? I haven't felt like an individual in over a decade.
I didn't realize how much I lost myself until now.
Jan 2025:
Worst depression. Darkest ever. Stay at home mom. Unable to walk without a walker. Gained 20lbs.
Jan 2026:
Top performer at work 6 months straight. Using LSA to replace 1 workout machine and buy 2 more. Stronger than ever, both mentally and physically.
I think I finally love myself. ๐
Welp. That meeting went was better than expected. By a fucking LOT lot.
Perks to being an overachiever I guess ๐
๐ฅน
Did 4000 steps on mini stepper. 100 reps on ab machine.
Spent the morning with the Gremlin and the Bestie.
Celebrated the day with Dubai chocolate cake and pizza.
Here's to โจ๏ธ35โจ๏ธ. Never thought I would make it 18 years, let alone 18 years (almost) twice. ๐
Gremlin is 9 years old tomorrow.
Where has time gone?
The fire that has been lit under my ass is raging and all consuming.
I'm under 185lbs, I wore a size large shirt for the first time since high school (insert creaking joints here), and I was told "I'm proud of you".
At this rate I'll deffo hit my goal of 150 by the end of Feb. ๐
Tried a Big Mac for the first time today. I was not a fan. But tbh I only got McD's for the fries anyway lol
My ovaries are a bully and my soul aches but goddamn my heart is so full rn. ๐
Tried a new Rice A Roni flavor tonight and it was so disappointing. :(
Looks like I'm sticking with the rice pilaf variety from now on.
Was planning on painting the outdoor steps this weekend.
Just saw the forecast and it's gonna be cold, windy and rainy.
Good thing I got next day delivery on all that paint lolololol ope
I don't want to go back in time, but I wish I could just have a night of sleep where I dream I am back in the clubs of Ann Arbor and am just... โจ๏ธdancingโจ๏ธ
I didn't realize how much I missed that vibe until one of my club bops came on my Playlist and goddamn I just miss the early/mid 2010s.
June 2020: 228lbs (Highest ever).
June 2024: 164 (-64)
--abdominal surgery and severe trauma
June 2025: 196 (+32)
-- building endurance
Sept 2025: 186 (-10)
If I can get back to 160s I'll be happy. If I can get to 150s, that'll be first time since high school ๐
#exercise #fitness #progress
๐พ 90's Baby
๐ณ๏ธโ๐ LGBTQ+
๐ง AuDHD
โฟ๏ธ Disabled
๐ฉ Meme and Shitposter
๐โโฌ๏ธ Cat Owner
๐ง Girl Mom
๐งถ Crochet Artist
๐ Baker
๐ฎ Gamer
๐ช๐ป Leveling Up IRL
๐ฎ In My Manifestation Era
#promosky #weekly
I am calling this the mounting update lmao
OH MY GOD ITS CALLED MOUNTS OF MAYHEM BWAHAHAHAHA
#minecraftlive
Praying for an End Update!
#minecraftlive
Integra the tuxedo cat wearing a black and red dinosaur hoodie, sleeping on her side on a wood table behind two computer monitors.
Working from home perks: you get to watch your fur baby sleep while you wish you were sleeping too ๐
Managed 1500 steps on stepper this morning!
Found out my kid has 6 mandatory live video calls for school weekly starting today.
Today is a mixed bag. Haha
- Up at 6am
- Helped Gremlin with schoolwork.
- 1100 steps on stepper.
- 10 minute walk to/from mailbox with a pit stop to pet some kitties.
- 60 Crunches on ab machine.
Fucking killing it today ๐ช๐ป
It's not even 830am. I totally have time to sneak in a nap before work at noon ๐
๐พ 90's Baby
๐ณ๏ธโ๐ LGBTQ+
๐ง AuDHD
โฟ๏ธ Disabled
๐ฉ Meme and Shitposter
๐โโฌ๏ธ Cat Owner
๐ง Girl Mom
๐งถ Crochet Artist
๐ Baker
๐ฎ Gamer
๐ช๐ป Leveling Up IRL
๐ฎ In My Manifestation Era
#promosky #weekly
Got blindsided during a meeting.
Somehow, our team is the top in the dept. Not only that, I won the "Team Member Recognition Award". The first one our new team has issued!
I don't understand what's happening. Two major awards in one week? I've only been on the floor since June ๐
Still working out, even though haven't been posting updates. Switched to doing stepper while Gremlin is doing school.
But goddamn I am โจ๏ธkillingโจ๏ธ this thing. New record!
#exercise #fitness #fitnessjourney
Tomorrow is Gremlin's 3rd day of 3rd Grade. And my first day juggling both her schooling and my work day.
Hope this goes well because this is gonna be the new normal. ๐๐ซก
If you told me last year that I'd be awake at 6am, got chores done, walked over a mile, got a shower, and celebrated with a cup of black coffee before 9am... I'd laugh at you and say "nah bro that ain't me".
But it is now. And I am a better person for it. ๐
Got the "Top Performer" award at work today. On my first full month of being on the floor.
My coach said that's unheard of. So much for me just blending into the background haha
I'm absolutely celebrating with ๐Taco Bell๐
Have to work the next 6 days straight.
I am (not) excited about this, but I'm going to manifest having an easy week <3
Notes from today:
I had a shit day at work and mowed the lawn and ordered pizza and took a long hot shower and ๐gardened๐ and my soul is finally at peace and I'm okay for a while. <3
Although, seeing anything relating to Seaworld still gives me flashbacks. Work was a nightmare today ๐
Me: Potatoes were the main part of my diet for my entire life.
Also Me: Diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes in my early 30s.