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Esperanza Coxo

@zacoxo

Forever flower child & part island girl from the D. Anti-imperialist Black Feminist. Afropessimist. Blackfoot. Taino. Masking 😷 Reading πŸ“š Creating ✍🏾🎨 Chronically ill. AuDHD. hater of bios

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Yes! I got to that part! It is disgusting. Not to mention Tyra said herself she was β€œmaster editor” on top of being an Executive Producer of the show. Not only was she in control she milked it repeatedly to Shandi’s expense

18.02.2026 22:01 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Not Tyra deflecting about a girl being assaulted with production present. Did she seriously think that would blow over?? β€œThat’s Ken’s department” as if you didn’t prod her about it on screen. Like there is footage! Find some remorse girl, damn. #RealityCheckANTM

17.02.2026 09:34 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Trying not to pass out from the post office, specifically cause I have to go buy my dog food.

I really need an electric wheelchair + money for delivering basic needs. Fml

07.02.2026 00:11 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Waking up achey & weak af cause I did too much yesterday prepping tinctures for myself. Knew this was coming but it still sucks every time. The irony of having to push myself to make medicine I need to get somewhat better. Rude

31.10.2025 20:00 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

This world has been so violent to my natural way of being I’m having to relearn to remember in real time how to let my body do what it wants.

After years of suppression, healthy impulses to stim are so quiet they can be hard to notice.
#AuDHD

29.10.2025 00:38 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I get triggered by something & don’t know what to do to calm down. Then I remember - stimming. The answer for folks like me is always to stim. That is my body’s built in system to release distress.

The generic self-care advice is for neurotypicals. Let’m keep it.
#AuDHD #ADHD #actuallyautistic

29.10.2025 00:38 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Y’all I was in the trenches, but hello I’m back to saying thoughts on here.

29.10.2025 00:32 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

my immune system is attacking my heart and no one thought hmm, maybe this is something?

16.08.2025 02:22 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

tell me why i only found out today by looking through my medical history in the health portal that my c-reactive protein is elevated. i've been trying to convince my primary that i have lupus and need specialized care. they keep ignoring me, calling it anxiety. Meanwhile THE LABS ARE THERE.

16.08.2025 02:21 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Yes….that’s why I specified which one I was referring to.

You don’t have the info I’m looking for. So there’s no point in going back & forth anymore. Someone already on it will fill me in.

08.08.2025 06:02 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I’m talking about the first one run/built by Rudy. I think there’s something else going on . I’m seeing multiple people who’ve been on here for a grip talking about being on a new app & getting excited.

08.08.2025 05:54 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

But wait - it sounded like they were saying it’s something separate from the feed. What’s this other app & migration business??

08.08.2025 05:43 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

I’m seeing lots of confusing words about migration this & *tech word I dunno* that. I’m a humanities baby. Somebody give me simple steps pls 😭

Promise I scrolled first tryna figure it out!

08.08.2025 05:32 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Me tryna figure out how to get on there:

08.08.2025 05:29 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 1

They say that the older you get, the more conservative you become. I think that's only applicable if you're also experienced relative stability and are insulated from the dynamics of the world to some degree (hence a want to conserve that atmosphere).

07.08.2025 14:34 πŸ‘ 26 πŸ” 8 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1
Tananarive posing with a white folding chair in front of her piano.

Tananarive posing with a white folding chair in front of her piano.

Happy Fade in the Water Day to all who celebrate.

(Sorry, deleted this earlier by accident.)

06.08.2025 03:39 πŸ‘ 294 πŸ” 40 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 1
06.08.2025 00:27 πŸ‘ 65 πŸ” 28 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 3

I wish somebody would look me in my eye while I’m going through the bowels of hell & say β€œI been thru hell and I shook it off after awhile”. IM SORRY?!? Ole girl JUST found out her entire marriage a lie & they pep talkin her like all she did was stub her toe. Merciful!

04.08.2025 23:13 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Watching Tina’s family not know how to just validate her feelings while she grieved a vicious betrayal - never gets any easier.

So much bad theology in the way of them showing up well for her, when she found out about Teddy cheating.

04.08.2025 23:07 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Retraction - I still feel a lil bad. Tina, Erica & Warryn’s communication is just that terrible. Meanwhile they stay harpin on professionalism 😭

04.08.2025 21:27 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Now by S3 Mitch is acting up from (my assumption) being sick of their shit. That’s where he went wrong - lashing out & getting petty instead of dropping them as clients.
Ugh. At least I don’t have to feel bad for him anymore. They all in the mud together now smh

04.08.2025 07:42 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

To be fair they stressed me out when it first aired - in an I’m invested kinda way. Now being 10+ years older while rewatching only makes their mess that much clearer.

Genuinely baffling. I’m laughing in semi-shock damn near every episode.

04.08.2025 04:46 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

If you don’t want to feel bad for a yt man don’t rewatch Mary Mary. I know it dropped on Tubi but consider this your fair warning 😭

Their communication was so horrendous. They had NO boundaries & poor Mitch was just tryna do his damn job. A MESS.
Oh & Warren is included in that β€œthey”. Good Lord!

04.08.2025 04:36 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

This is spectacular

03.08.2025 15:11 πŸ‘ 132 πŸ” 32 πŸ’¬ 15 πŸ“Œ 0

β€œI’m not anti-Semitic at all, but I am anti-Zionist. I don’t believe they have the right, after 3,000 years, to reclaim the land with western bombs and guns on biblical injunction.”
― James Baldwin, born on this day.

02.08.2025 20:37 πŸ‘ 1615 πŸ” 426 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 6

So much fun.

30.07.2025 20:29 πŸ‘ 266 πŸ” 77 πŸ’¬ 15 πŸ“Œ 119
a preview graphic for Tumblesweed Consulting. There's a sage bush, three tumbleweeds, and a joshua tree next to the business name.

a preview graphic for Tumblesweed Consulting. There's a sage bush, three tumbleweeds, and a joshua tree next to the business name.

Y'all, I collaborated with @lilhazzy.bsky.social on a logo for business cards and it's so cute! i love the details and how it represents me and my home. She is a dream to work with and has skills. I highly recommend working with her for any design needs.

31.07.2025 00:03 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 4

The book that put me on

30.07.2025 17:11 πŸ‘ 12 πŸ” 8 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0