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You know, it's never occurred to me til now:

People don't wanna switch to Linux because of the terminal, yet they have no issue using the command prompt in Windows to repair their OS or find out their local IP to port forward a game server. 🤔

I hope one day I'll be smart enough to use Bottles. I've struggled heavily.

Yeah. It's to contain separate apps in their own separate Bottles. It's genuinely genius. Truly.

Yeah, same. My voice does give me the most dysphoria after all. I really need to find a way to lock like I do with my meds.

It's always better to learn this stuff while you're in the clocky / not passing stages. Of course, you can always keep improving when you've made it, but it makes it less awkward later on.

My bad for bringing it up.

Hiruko and Darumi! #hndr_FA

Childhood neglect is so funny cause it's like "wait, what do you mean my parents are supposed to love me unconditionally? That's a thing?"

Isn't that so crazy? I never would've thought that an individual's happiness would matter when their parent's happiness is what matters more. Kinda funny.

I wish therapist and psychologists actually did something for me.

I wish the medication my psychiatrist recommended me wasn't $50 WITH INSURANCE.

I wish I didn't have be this fake person everywhere I go and form to social norms in public IRL & VCs.

Everything sucks. Fuck you. Why am I even here?

This could just me being sleep deprived again and the fact my sleep schedule is gonna be fucked cause of arbitrary day light savings time, but I'm still begging to find a reason to stay alive.

All I have is my girlfriend, and even then, if we break up or something happens to her, what then?

Why is it that despite being such an introvert, I crave connection?

Why do I say "idgaf what people think" when I clearly do?

Why is it I get scared so easily being in public?

Why is everything such a pain in the ass to obtain and you've done everything on your part but others don't?

I was about to skeet the most psychopathic shit known to humanity, but I really don't want feds tracking me down and putting me in a mental asylum.

All I can say is, it's one of those days where, once again, I pray on the downfall of humanity. I hate human beings yet desire connection.

Totally valid honestly.

You practically have to relearn life as a whole when transitioning. Mannerisms, self care, make up, fashion, voice training, the works. It's exciting cause life feels new again, but it's definitely time consuming and expensive. Anything to look hot and pretty, I guess.

Luna, you're so empowering. Please never change and always be yourself. 🙂‍↕️

I started downsizing and basically looked at shirts going "when the hell am I ever going to wear this again" and just started donating clothes.

Of course, if you have the willpower to sell them on Debop or something, I'd recommend that for sure.

That alone is a great way to start, me thinks. 🙂‍↕️

To this day, I low-key don't know why I even bother going. It's only once a month for thirty minutes and I don't feel like that's even remotely enough time to say anything.

Love menhera 🙂‍↕️

Black skinny jeans are my shit, but baggy blue jeans don't work for me. I want my ass to stick out like a sore thumb and look hot while I wear a killer black top (idk what specifically but yeah).

I totally get you. It's why I recently got intro Jirai Kei fashion and slowly getting into Lolita.

I just wanna get into Lolita fashion, period.

Get a flat ironer / curler and some heat spray. 🙂‍↕️

This is what it feels like going in a public instance on VRChat.

The fuck is MSG

Hell yeah!!

Nah gurl. Slay. Be proud. 🙂‍↕️

Gender euphoria

A screenshot of Jill confirming her tickets for Creators After Dark!

Can't believe my first convention ever is gonna be an 18+ one, but fuck it. We ball. See y'all at Creators After Dark!

The day Fluxer servers becomes more stable and has a mobile app is the day I might actually switch off Discord.

I wish Stoat and Root the best of luck, but Fluxer is gonna be my next go to.

YOU LEFT YOURSELF OPEEEEEN