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the furry ones i've been around are honestly pretty chill and respectful (expected porn slurs aside, which, tbh i identify with at this point)

i'm pretty annoyed at the term being twisted to mean "anyone who's openly horny about anything in a way i don't approve of"

in a world where the freaks and perverts are being actively persecuted, streaming porn to a server full of gooners is literally community service

saw this on tumblr and it's literally so true woah

the idea of "metal tube flying over nothing but water for 8 hours" is also unsettling

..but i mostly mean the "getting legal shit in order because i need my medications" and "dealing with two transphobic governments as a visibly genderfucked person" parts in addition to usual travel anxiety

holy fuck i'm flying across an ocean in three weeks. terrifying

yay i finally finished the monkeypox vaccine 💜

yeah. sounds fake tbh

imagine having a body that functions

Meds are helping, I'm doing a bit better aside from the sleep problems.

Sorry if I've not been chatty or active. I'll try to post something to make up for it soon.

I've been trying to find work and appreciate all the help everyone has given so far.

I still need help with this month's bills.

that "future social murder victim" part of my bio is looking more and more appropriate by the day

NO NO NO YOU DON’T

GUYS LET ME PLEASE SPREAD THE GOSPEL OF FREE TAX USA

federal is free, state is $16, handles even my chaotic freelancer taxes just fine, same step-by-step “designed for normies” kind of interface as TurboTax but NOT EVIL

tell everyone you know

www.freetaxusa.com

I got quick, but exciting update with the Unity SDK for @resonite.com - avatars now fully import!

They just need to be marked in the Unity Editor with proxies, but once they are, the avatar is immediately usable after sending it.

#Resonite #gamedev #socialVR

this is probably gonna do some things to me mentally, also, but probably just in the reinforcement-of-existing-stuff way

i have been purchased a copy of ac6

let's see if i can actually play it or if the gEt GuD thing cockblocks me from the story because of my fucked-up hands

a diagram of "maslow's hierarchy of needs", but the entire thing is clumsily colored in with solid blood-red. there is label text over the solid shape reading "the way my entire body goes limp in its arms when my girlsfriend's[sic] teeth clamp down on my delicate, vulnerable neck"

there's a set of novels going around that starts with one called warhound, it's been A Thing in transfem puppygirl circles lately

striving to not cave to peer pressure on this one tbh

(same with holding off on reading the reason cage muzzles are In right now, because i don't want a newly-popular story to perturb the course of a dynamic that's been developing for years)

yknow. i'd definitely try a cage muzzle on irl if offered the chance

i don't think they're gonna replace halter-style ones as a hard aesthetic preference, but sadly those don't work without a muzzle, which i sadly do not have

leaving the keysmash i did to troubleshoot text not appearing was honestly funnier than going back and removing it

that meme with adam driver punching a wall and crying, in the first panel the dialog is "every day i wake up and things happen". there is also text off to one side reading "asfgdf-dzsxvc" because i forgot to delete the text layer after troubleshooting

also: fuck medicaid lock-in. love having literal eugenics laws on the books.

(if you aren't aware, it is explicitly illegal for medicaid patients in my state to pay cash for any prescribed medical service, regardless of cost. because "well if you can afford that then you don't need help")

thanks assholes. thanks for making my depression treatment 'more broadly accessible' via this stupid fucking device that gives me day-long sinus irritation and isn't a high enough dosage, while outlawing a $0.25 syringe and $15 vial because you don't wanna pay (less!) for the monitoring time.

anyway i've been thinking about how insurance as an industry decided that effective and adjustable ketamine treatment should stop existing, because a drug company has pantented a less-effective, $1000-per-fixed-dose version with more side effects, under a cheery sounding brand name.

a picture of a bathroom stall door that says "suck a girl's dick and take her to taco bell" the lighting and wall look pink and the tile behind it is multicolored

happy women's day !!

what you should do tonight:

i've had "dissociate, derealize, depersonalize" as my discord status for a while now

i'm fascinated that more friends have interpreted this as a variation on the "gaslight gatekeep girlboss" thing than the intended one that actually start with d's

a screenshot of the music video Planet of the Bass, it has a man in a white outfit and angel wings, a woman in a robe and a crown, the caption reads "Women are my favorite guy"

happy international women's day to all my international women

excluding myself from this year because "woman" is complicated and i don't really want to be called one? idk

but. happy women's day especially to trans women, semd them money