when was the moment
you decided i wasnβt
someone worth your love
and why did you stay
only in body
easier for you to fade
harder for me
loving a ghost
when was the moment
you decided i wasnβt
someone worth your love
and why did you stay
only in body
easier for you to fade
harder for me
loving a ghost
Iβm with my selves
And others once
Who I could trust
But itβs now rust
And Iβm afraid
Thereβs not an us
I still miss you
I canβt stand this
Pain in my chest
These dark hours
Wanting to go back
All was bright
Rainbows in bloom
Then a friend finds me
Gloom departs
I smile
Turn the moment into art
learning to tolerate
the space between moments
it feels like i canβt breathe
hand on my chest
breathe in
breathe out
iβm right here
Seriously: what more do you need to see?
i had a great tweet right here, just a minute ago. I must have dropped it. π«
I look for trouble that I donβt want and find it where it wasnβt
watched pride and prejudice
again
still waiting for a slow burn
longing eye contact
dramatic misty field confession
kind of love
but sapphic
Flying on a paper airplane all the way to the paper moon
i imagined more
let myself hope
she chose nothing
went quiet
how original
classic
iβm shrinking inside my self
and it hurts bc i used to be able to be me
live and love loud
now any amount of space i take up it too much
youβll have to find someone else to bully
i get enough of that in real life
iβm not coming online for it too
send me your favorite songs, the ones you feel in your soul. highlight the lines that bruise you, the ones that glow. tell me how it feels in your body, in the pause after the chorus or the build to the bridge. just two people passing headphones back and forth, like a confession
are you okay?
youβve hardly said a
hateful bigoted racist thing
since your king
started shitting himself
Old industrial building in the First Ward, Buffalo, New York
Industrial First Ward, Buffalo
Prints: https://jon.framer.art/s/image/91218?source=bluesky
I like being employed but I feel yearning for time to read during the day something fierce
i just want a vw bus & peace on earth
Things matter.
Beginning of a sunset
Sunset progression
Beautiful sunset colors
Sunset ending
Life can be so hard, people will let you down time and time again, but nature always wins.
am i falling
or is it mania
whatever it is
keep it coming
because i actually
got out of bed today
swept all that glass
under the rug
again. i go to sleep to escape the pain. goodnight.
i keep checking my phone
like it might say
this is real
this is staying
i got the limerence
i asked for
greedy bitch
now im asking for more
Never get so busy that
You forget to write your own story
Why just think about it, when you can overthink about it.
I just think you are worth worshipping
Same
Ocean Beach at sunset, a long pier stretches diagonally across the frame toward the horizon. Two silhouetted people stand near the waterline beneath the pier. Wet sand reflects the pierβs columns and the fading orange and blue sky as waves roll in.
Sunset at low tide. Ocean Beach, San Diego, California
#SanDiego #sunset #OceanBeach #landscapelovers