brb crying over my OC describing the man who took her in as his own after her biological father died as "the love of [her] life" 😭😭😭
09.03.2026 01:01
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brb crying over my OC describing the man who took her in as his own after her biological father died as "the love of [her] life" 😭😭😭
fun fact: i haven’t come out to my dad or talked to my mom anymore about my sexuality yet because my mom implied weeks after me coming out to her that i just hadn’t found the right guy yet 🥲
brb currently thinking about the girl i talked to on an online dating app for a while and then she just ghosted me. i think that’s the closest i’ll ever get to having something serious 🙃
btw my senior dog is the bestest girl in the whole wide world. we took her to PetSmart a week ago and there was a dog (german shepherd maybe?) who looked like he wanted to kill her, but she just kept walking and glued herself right to my mom’s side. didn’t even look at him. 🥺
sometimes i'm scared that i'm a terrible pet owner but then my dog will come back to me and refuse to leave unless i give her attention, and i'll realize that i'm probably not a bad dog owner if she thinks the safest place to be is with me :')
okay but it would be crazy if i just work my lyrics into my Instagram statuses when they're running through my head like a normal song would
i salute you if you're much too much to handle 🫡
EMILY PRENTISS IS SO HOT
y'all were interacting with my flutter about the idea of making a new instagram account that i'd invite my oomfs to but nobody's followed me there yet after a couple posts with my @. did those posts just slip under the radar or is that intentional? i need to know 😭
and what if i make a new personal instagram account except it’s just the one i get to be myself on without my mom and family following me and i just get to ramble with some of you and a very small bunch of irls
like literally... this 100 baby challenge is rigged against me
i'm 12 kids in with my matriarch (who still has ~18 days left until she becomes an elder) and there's only been 2 girls. i've had 10 motherfucking boys and it is HELL, especially considering the first girl was the first kid overall
besties i'm currently harboring a grudge against the sims 4 RNG because why, in my 100 baby challenge, have i had 7 boys in a row when all i need is a girl 😭
brb remembering the time my mom’s face fell when she heard my cousin call her adoptive mom “mom” after my cousin’s biological mom (my aunt) died years prior
got my license at 18 (most get it at 16) and am only now getting confident enough to try out college at 19 (most start it at 17/18). i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere. fell behind all my classmates, and i ended up here.
my problem is that a therapist told me once that i was two years ahead of everybody else my age mentally (while i was struggling with severe social anxiety, mind you), so ever since, i’ve been getting the courage to do everything years later than my peers
and if all went well, and if it would be feasible, i could always transfer to my dream school later on. i can take baby steps. i can even wait to go to college at 30 years old if i really need to. there’s no timeline. even if my life seems sucky now, there’s a point to it all.
my thing is that i run away from everything i’m scared of before i can settle into the scary. if i’m only 30 miles away, i can just come home and spend some time there if i need to calm down. i could still see my soul dog without needing to plan a whole trip out. it could be doable.
if i did try again, i’d still think about living on campus, but maybe being in the college that’s a lot closer to my childhood house would help? i tried going 125 miles away, but i’m now eyeing one that’s 25 miles away. not gonna make any decisions right now but maybe?
and on the existential dread chronicles, i’m suddenly wondering at 4:30 in the morning 10 months after graduating high school and 7 months after chickening out of college the first time if i should try again 🙃
lesbian life is removing your sexuality from all friend-finding websites and apps because you want friends who are girls and your sexuality might genuinely be the issue
how make friends when possible friends ghost you after five texts? :(
and then this is my first draft of the start of the chorus 😭😭😭 songwriting really is a process
white text on a black background: you’re the first victim in a horror movie they cut the scene before you want it to be over
one of the craziest starts to a first verse that i’ve ever written…
is it weird that sometimes i wish i was depressed again? like i know it was the worst time of my life, but i miss when not making my bed and skipping brushing my teeth didn’t make me feel dirty at all. it’s so much work and i wish i could still skip it without beating myself up over it.
"my daughter isn't comfortable with taking our youngest dog into the groomer by herself 🙄." mother do you mean the dog who's an escape artist who would definitely be able to yank the leash out of my hands if she wanted to or are we talking about different dogs?
you know the state of the world is bad when your immediate reaction to a legal immigrant being the suspect in any crime with widespread media coverage is, "oh shit, how are the government gonna turn this into a vendetta against all immigrants"
i hope that sniper was suspended for this because that shooting wasn’t justified. it was just a war veteran with PTSD trying to get a kid out of what he thought was a war zone. he deserved to get out of there.
HE WAS RUNNING TOWARD THE KID TELLING HIM IT WASN’T SAFE. HE ONLY RAISED HIS HAND TO WAVE HIM AWAY. HIS GUN WASN’T DRAWN WHEN THE SNIPER SHOT HIM. I HATE THIS FUCKING SHOW.
