Alex 🐞🪻✨

My brain as I’m trying to fall asleep: never ending miiiiiidnight SuUuUuUuUuUuUuUNnnnnnnnn

It’s international women’s day someone buy me a switch 2 and pokopia

God I wish I could play pokopia, but sadly I must live vicariously through streams

Buddy played with the super well trained dog today!!! It was so nice and he did mostly so good other than being a little obnoxious but he walked away and was good.

Mango outshine bar actually, they are sooooo good

Im sure, but a girl can dream

So sad it’s a switch 2 exclusive

I’m definitely trying. Got myself McDonalds for dinner and I’m gonna have a popsicle later haha. I know he’s essentially a toddler and toddlers regress but man is it frustrating and a lot to handle sometimes

(Buddy has been on one this afternoon/ night and is barking at every noise again and I haven’t cried yet but I’m close!)

Win for the night, I am overwhelmed but I decided I don’t need to drive home and I can in fact do this. Does it feel great? No. Is it the right choice? Yes.

I have this issue too but ONLY at my moms house LMAO

Everyone is praising him and I’m sitting here like, he has been nothing but horrible this whole time and somehow grew a spine right before he retires…sureeeee what a great guy /s

Broken ceramic lamp on my floor

Rip lamp, I bought metal lamps to replace these with since they are sure to fall again between Buddy and I. I just hope they don’t look like hotel lamps

Today was another hard day. I am now down one lamp and trying very hard to not drive the hour home to my mom’s house and take the next two days off work. There’s nothing “wrong” or “worth” crying or panicking over but here I am. Watching brother bear to distract myself…

Me when I order a giant sub from Jimmy John’s and save one for lunch

I can’t see the forest for the fire

Same, I’m now very in to Babish and this guy Jamie (antichef) they are less technical but fill the funny cooking YouTube hole in my heart

God I miss Bon Appetit

We’re here because

I believe we can change the world and make it better

Sleepy boy

Buddy on my patio, he’s been really enjoying the weather

He’s started falling asleep on/next to me this past week. Very sweet boy

Working on training a scratch board for his nails, it’s going great obviously (send help)

Keep having to remind myself Buddy is only 14mo old and essentially a toddler and that I am a good mom even when I get overwhelmed. Anyways here’s some recent pictures

Why must I wake up every Saturday morning to discover that man has done yet another completely vile and heinous thing

“Our president will start a war with Iran because he has absolutely no ability to negotiate. He's weak and he's ineffective.” - Donald Trump in 2011

He’s tweeting again

So so so glad I’m reading again

Me at a stop light, holding a cookout shake against my steering wheel

Update. Just a shake tho

I wish I could sneak out and get it rn

I am so hungry I want cookout so bad but am actually considering ordering a pizza bc I’m so hungry rn (I won’t actually bc Buddy is asleep and I don’t want him to go crazy)

I guess no red dead today :/

Yeah sure most of the time by body and brain still think we are being hunted for sport just because I got a dog, but then he does things like falling asleep with his head on me and every ounce of anxiety leaves my body