Pup Vigor

It’s exhausting, and I really am tired of going from these swings, I prefer feeling numb.

Things that don’t normally bug me will bug me a lot sometimes.

Things I want to do like sex, photography and gaming or even reading, I feel shitty for not being able to push myself to do those things.

Some days I am on top of the world, then I have crashes where I use all my willpower to work.

Can hardly notice hehe 🤗 No one would know me getting soggy is happening.

The onesie works perfectly with other red shirts 👀

I need someone to tell me to diaper up, takes pictures as they want and all that 👀

Maybe I’ll even do an enema if enough ask for it haha.

How my husband found me this morning.

#diaper #abdl #diaperlover #abdlgay #abdlboy #diaperpup

Keep you nice and dry, don’t even need to worry about getting up for the potty at all!!!

Fun fact, enemas fill diapers quickly while playing games.

Yooooo, fresh-ish diaper on…. Didn’t last long until I had to use it fully haha.
Didn’t even make it to the potty :(

Hmmm 👀 Does it though lol?

🤔 hmmm, I am thinking I need diaper then for sure, then maybe a onesie with overalls?

Let’s not forget I might just use an enema to squirm a bit while I hold it to the best of my efforts. Hehe

Today is Friday!
Thank the stars….. Now I just need to survive my shift and then get ready to enjoy my weekend off.

How many of you think I should have potty privilege this weekend???

Or should I be 24/7 fully diaper use.
With outfits selected by you guys??

I think you inspire all of us to be the best diaper boys we can be hehe.
Something about you…. Can’t put my paci on it.

Do you think anyone at the bar noticed?

So fucking hot 😵

I can be cute and weird.
Who would make out with me? Throw me on the bed, tie me up and have their way??

(FYI… I haven’t been locked in chastity for about a month 😈 )

Honestly though, sometimes I prefer the mid section of being between because then I feel at least I am not being weighed down as much lol.

I hope so, it gets so tiresome with these cycles and the first day of my crashing point after days on end sometimes weeks of high levels sucks haha.

But nonetheless, life doesn’t stop and I must push myself no matter the case to keep going even though it feels like my body will sometimes be heavy.

But in good news…
I got a new car, a loan to pay off all my debt and have increased payments and interests, got my nose pierced…. And yea I dunno, wooo go me?

Needed some positive in this…

From super hyper and feeling amazing in all aspects with so much motivation, to becoming an absolute blob who thinks ill of himself with no willpower to barely go to the bathroom sometimes.

The times where I feel more between the both of those are ok, I just wanna not feel these issues. 😅 I tired

I’ve tried to get into a doctors to be seen again, long long time ago I had been told I most likely had bipolar like my father does, but I always refused to believe that.

Yet, here I am with a increased amount of issues
(And yes I know it can be many things…lol)

I’m just exhausted from going -

For days on end, then I would crash into a low point to where I don’t want to do anything, everything feels overwhelming and my brain fixates on everything bad, and then my anxiety spikes.

Part of the reason I sometimes don’t post much is because of that reason alone.
Long story short -

Ok guys, this is gonna be a bit of a real post from me….
So for years now I have struggled with mood swings and they never got truly awful, recently I’ve been having mood swings that have completely withered wiped me out or, kept me from sleeping a lot and given me a un-realistic amount of energy-

Haha 😅 Mine for sure went almost how I thought it’d go…. So many questions lol.

It’s very interesting though for sure the predictions lol.

Yessss!!

I’ll help you out :)
Change you into a fresh one if you change mine into your wet one, hehe.

😭 It’s never that cold where I live, summer year around.

I wish to experience this feeling.

Weekend over time to start work week…. Least I am off again tomorrow before my 6 day in a row stretch haha.

Let’s make it hypno Monday night?
Suggest some hypno that’ll just turn me into a helpless bedwetter for your amusement?

Ok ok ok…. I went back to RuneScape 🫣

Update, lil soggy.
Require more liquids….