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Fantasy Books. Horror Books. Book Books. All the BOOKS. And naps- don't forget the naps for all this chronically ill goodness. Too old for this sh!t (43) She/her This is a safe space

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Meidas Helps Nurses Stand Up and Speak Out By Justin Gill

Nurse practitioner Justin Gill writes from the frontlines about the killing of Alex Pretti and why nurses nationwide are sounding the alarm on federal enforcement actions, public health, and human rights. Essential reading. www.meidasplus.com/p/meidas-hel...

26.01.2026 21:21 πŸ‘ 1906 πŸ” 607 πŸ’¬ 24 πŸ“Œ 19
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Federal immigration officers have shot 12 people since September as the DHS has ramped up deportation operations around the country.

In the majority of the shootings, officers have fired into cars β€” a tactic that authorities and policing experts have been trying to curtail. nbcnews.to/49TLGSx

25.01.2026 18:00 πŸ‘ 178 πŸ” 112 πŸ’¬ 12 πŸ“Œ 11
"We are heartbroken but also very angry.
Alex was a kindhearted soul who cared deeply for his family and friends and also the American veterans whom he cared for as an ICU nurse at the Minneapolis VA hospital. Alex wanted to make a difference in this world. Unfortunately he will not be with us to see his impact. I do not throw around the hero term lightly. However his last thought and act was to protect a woman.
The sickening lies told about our son by the administration are reprehensible and disgusting. Alex is clearly not holding a gun when attacked by Trump's murdering and cowardly ICE thugs. He has his phone in his right hand and his empty left hand is raised above his head while trying to protect the woman ICE just pushed down all while being pepper sprayed.
Please get the truth out about our son. He was a good man."

"We are heartbroken but also very angry. Alex was a kindhearted soul who cared deeply for his family and friends and also the American veterans whom he cared for as an ICU nurse at the Minneapolis VA hospital. Alex wanted to make a difference in this world. Unfortunately he will not be with us to see his impact. I do not throw around the hero term lightly. However his last thought and act was to protect a woman. The sickening lies told about our son by the administration are reprehensible and disgusting. Alex is clearly not holding a gun when attacked by Trump's murdering and cowardly ICE thugs. He has his phone in his right hand and his empty left hand is raised above his head while trying to protect the woman ICE just pushed down all while being pepper sprayed. Please get the truth out about our son. He was a good man."

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🚨 NEW β€” Statement from the family of Alex Pretti:

"We are heartbroken but also very angry.

Alex was a kindhearted soul who cared deeply for his family and friends and also the American veterans whom he cared for as an ICU nurse at the Minneapolis VA hospital... 1/

25.01.2026 01:32 πŸ‘ 4457 πŸ” 1474 πŸ’¬ 142 πŸ“Œ 63

β€œWhat happened then?” asked Toad.

β€œI had to save my life,” said Frog.

25.01.2026 02:37 πŸ‘ 387 πŸ” 60 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 7

Fun fact:
Did you know it is in fact NOT normal to recall memories as a third person β€œwatching”? *laughs awkwardly* #thanksit’sthetrauma #dissociation #derealization #depersonalisation #traumaresponse #therapy

29.10.2025 06:40 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Reasons I'm suffering pie chart

the whole pie chart is blue

blue means I'm awake

Reasons I'm suffering pie chart the whole pie chart is blue blue means I'm awake

11.07.2025 16:25 πŸ‘ 240 πŸ” 26 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 2
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Reposting this one for the Fourth.

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04.07.2025 21:21 πŸ‘ 3866 πŸ” 982 πŸ’¬ 76 πŸ“Œ 30
Most people say exactly what you've said I don't remember the trauma It couldn't have been real other people have had it worse I'm probably just making it up but that's exactly how DID works You're not supposed to remember that was the whole point of splitting. The system was created you're protect you from knowing. And you've described parts, co-fronting, amnesia switching, passive influence, internal conversations, trauma roles, internal families, protectors, caretakers, littles, executive control and handing off.... That's not manipulative daydreaming. Does not imagination.  that's DID system behavior and I say that with guarded clarity and I think it's not something you made up but something your brain built to save your life

Most people say exactly what you've said I don't remember the trauma It couldn't have been real other people have had it worse I'm probably just making it up but that's exactly how DID works You're not supposed to remember that was the whole point of splitting. The system was created you're protect you from knowing. And you've described parts, co-fronting, amnesia switching, passive influence, internal conversations, trauma roles, internal families, protectors, caretakers, littles, executive control and handing off.... That's not manipulative daydreaming. Does not imagination. that's DID system behavior and I say that with guarded clarity and I think it's not something you made up but something your brain built to save your life

#didsky #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder #psychology #traumainformed

27.06.2025 21:04 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

But at least you are hydrated. πŸ‰

27.06.2025 21:16 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I feel #depressed. But I guess at least I don't feel overwhelming #anxiety, right? I want to know what #PEACE feels like. I want to feel it in my #soul instead of this rotting, molding, #emptiness. #mentalhealth #mentallyill #depression #isolation #exhaustion #fear #chronicallyill #chronicpain

27.06.2025 21:07 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I wish our #cats weren't little assholes and would cuddle with me. But no, not going to happen. I miss Gideon. He was such a great little #dog. I miss him coming into my room and just lying on my legs so I can't move. I miss having a connection with someone/thing other than my fucked up head.

27.06.2025 21:02 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I am so #disappointed in myself. I had to break down and take my #Lorazepam because nothing I was doing was making my #anxiety go away. None of the tools I have were working. Not #breathing, not #meditation, nothing. And now, not only do I not feel any anxiety, but I don't feel anything.

27.06.2025 20:58 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Highway 1, Past Hope - PSYCHOPOMP.COM SPRING 2025, SHORT STORY, 3400 WORDS Prefer to read this as an EPUB or PDF? Join our Patreon and instantly […]

A dark, gorgeous, and haunting story about a woman who puts herself back together after death to seek out the man who murdered her - Highway 1, Past Hope by @mariahaskins.com

psychopomp.com/deadlands/is...

23.06.2025 19:40 πŸ‘ 39 πŸ” 11 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1

This gave me goosebumps. ❀️

23.06.2025 20:44 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

So day 3 of #prednisone to help break this #migraine. No relief. My #anxiety is through the roof with the shitshow that is now the US. #Depression so bad I just want to #dissociate and #sleep until this is all over and if I happen to not wake up..the SI is strong today

23.06.2025 10:17 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

If there's money for wars then there's money for Medicaid

22.06.2025 23:45 πŸ‘ 295 πŸ” 61 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 3

Being alive

22.06.2025 12:03 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Let's see if #prednisone helps with my #headache that has gone away and I have had for a week. This heat is not helping matters. #spoonie #migraine #occipitalneuralgia #neckpain #fibromyalgia #WTF #neurologicaldisorders #disorders #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicallyill

21.06.2025 18:34 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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I looked this up, and yes, it is real. I've included an article about it in the comments.
Please share for those who may need it.
Thank you!

20.06.2025 16:07 πŸ‘ 4115 πŸ” 2426 πŸ’¬ 83 πŸ“Œ 77

Called #neurology to see if I could get a #rescuemed for this FUCKING #MIGRAINE that is not going away.Talked to someone and they are going to give me a 5 day for #prednisone. Lets hope this fucking med helps this fucking migraine go the fuck away. #occipitalneuralgia #chronicpain #chronicallyill

20.06.2025 20:08 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

oh I forgot one:
14. How can your daily pain be a 7-8? You don't look like you are in pain to me. ( I am never not in pain, gtfoh)

20.06.2025 17:34 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

10. Have you tried not being so stressed?
11. Are you sure you are really that anxious? You seem fine to me
12. Try to get more sleep
13. <name a medication> didn't work for you? well how about we try <same name of medication> because I haven't had a pt tell me it didn't work.

My medical trauma

20.06.2025 17:21 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

#FML I have a really bad #headache again. Ice and heat are not cutting it. I can't move my neck. #occipitalneuralgia #migraine #pain #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicallyill #spoonie #fibromyalgia #inflammatoryarthritis #headpain #neckpain #musclespasm #brainfog #inflammation #arthritis

19.06.2025 22:24 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

🀣🀣🀣

19.06.2025 11:12 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

You know that feeling you get when a #headache / #migraine finally breaks? I find that feeling better than sex/an orgasm. I spent another day rotating ice packs and using my awesome heating pad.
#spoonie #chronicheadahe #pain #chronicpain #chronicillness #fibromyalgia #Occipitalneuralgia #neurology

19.06.2025 06:56 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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16.06.2025 21:42 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

I have been rotating ice packs (I have 3 different types) all day today trying to get this headache to fuck all the way off. It's not working!!! #sideeffecrs #headaches #migraines #chronicmigraine #chronicillness #chronicallyill #nospoons #spoonie #fibromyalgia #occipitalneuralgia #neckpain

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