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carrying this whole fandom on my shoulders smh (there isn't rly a fandom it's mostly Just Me lol)

nobody cares abt my boys like i do... i'm the prime creator of yuel/tavi vns and yuel/tavi fanfic AND the prime cmer of yuel/tavi art

haha i remember a while ago somebody commented on one of my yueltavi fics on ao3 like "i had to search uil fics to see if your bl vns are as unpopular as you say they are, i was surprised it had fics but they were (mostly) all by you"

i thought abt making this a vn (i couldve done something fun w/ diff artstyles in the uil segment vs the ashes segment) but i figured
only like 4 people have read both ashes and uil and the audience would be Nonexistent
so i'll just upload it to ao3 lol...

uploaded an unluckily in love x all ashes and illusions yueltavi isekai story i wrote on ao3...
if you want to see uil yuel dealing with the consequences of the evil things his ashes self did now you can‼️‼️

archiveofourown.org/works/80809166

every day i want to cm more yueltavi 😔

took a stab at the Pokopia font generator

gay cousins kiss and cry works too
they both spend a lot of time crying i love that for them 🙏✨

i must believe in the future when 10000 more people read and appreciate my boys or what's the point 😔

Describe your plot in five words or less!

Gay cousins kiss and kill

maybe it's worth it for the 21 course chinese cuisine first served to the emperor though... haha
(i am also pretty lukewarm on meiya i'm not a big fan of pushy charas either)

it's the hair isn't it
it's because she looks like a bug

im helping people by cming like 1000 artworks of my best boy yuel im not being selfish im not........ (clenches hand into a fist)

releasing new vns that other ppl actually read is stressful lol i got to retreat into my hermitage and work on nothing but yuel and tavi for the forseeable future (<- was kind of doing that already)

spoilers yuel likes it

making tavi lick yuel's feet for science

I've released a free r18 BL visual novel on Itchio for the Trans Joy Jam!
It's a wholesome slice of life story set in an office with employee/boss romance, and the love interest is a trans man 🙏✨

📝 ebihime.itch.io/boss-bride

#boyslove #yaoi

office bl actually did decent numbers on twitter, ig my bl does better when a) it's free b) the characters aren't related 😔

im surprised i have the ability to write any bl that isnt yueltavi atp tbh 😔

idk what heated rivalry is everybody should read abt my cute mentally ill boys having sex instead 🙏 ✨️

i love writing yueltavi hrgrghghhhghghhh

Writing smut set in the victorian era has me googling things like "when were tissues invented" lmao

if i can't find somebody whose art i really like for band au i will just not release it at all i'm not going to settle for art i don't love 😔

i'm prolly too picky abt the way my boys look but they are my babies nd i know everything i make with them is going to do poorly so
i need to rly like the art i cm for these projects or there's no point making them into vns at all, the stories only exist for me lol

man it's so hard to find ppl who will draw my boys 😔😔😔

surely there must be somebody out there williing to draw my boys for a few thousand dollars 😔

you know what i do still really want to make the yuel/tavi band au a real thing so maybe i'll make a post asking around for artists on my main bsky acc at some point
i'm really really picky abt art for my boys tho so i'm already a bit doubtful lol

where to find artists who would be willing to accept a few thousand dollars to draw my boys for a long term project

i like the story a lot so i would like to share it with ppl some day 🙏

not rly sure what to do abt the art for this story tho so i might not turn it into a vn after all i will have to see 😔